ғʀᴀᴜᴅᴜʟᴇɴᴛ ➳ 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘮𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘰

𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 16

Pause. Did you really like him or were you under the influence of your friends pressuring you to like him?

It was hard to tell. You only knew Neito personally for about 3 weeks and you were already catching feelings? Impossible.

Even if you did, why would you?

" Don't jump into conclusions Y/n. " you mumbled to yourself.

Silently pondering about the issue, you packed your bags and took your leave. You needed time alone to think.

Your shoes kicked the gravel on the ground as you left the building. The heels of your shoes scuffed the rough floor, creating a beat with your sequenced steps.

Ahead of you was The Monoma Neito. He had that weird expression again. The empty yet angry? emotion. It felt like he was lost, tired, agitated, all at the same time.

To be honest, you had actually tried to recreate the expression in the mirror multiple times to know how he felt. You never managed to express it. Not even once.

As you slowly caught up to the blonde, he noticed your presence. " Ah, my darling y/n, would you want to walk back with me to the dorms? " he asked as he squeezed your fingers.

This was it. Your feelings concluded on their final stand. Neito made you feel like he was always going to be there for you. The whole holiday, how many times was he there for you? You could safely count using more than 2 hands. For 2 weeks, it was a pretty large number. Neito made you feel safe. Neito made you feel cared for.

Neito became your safe space. Whether you wanted him to be or not. He is your safe space, or person, now.

Alas, it was not just those thoughts that were running high. The need to understand him were also brimming at the tip of your head.

You wanted to be there for him. To understand him. To support him and make him feel the way he made you feel.

You like Monoma Neito.

But the urge to support him was more.

He needed someone to be there for him and you were going to be that someone.

No matter what.