I Will Find You This Time (REVISING)

Chapter 55~ Tell me.

Mga ilang oras din kami gumagawa ng mga practice questions. As in no breaks just work.

Mahapdi na nga mga mata ko pero go go lang. Exam na in 13 hours. Alam niyo yung feeling na so many things to do but so little time?

Sigh~~~ Why do I leave things last minute? Lesson learned.

Gusto ko na matulog. 

My bed is calling meeeeeeeee.......

And since we're on my bed studying, "Matutulog muna ako okay? 15 minutes lang. Wake me up"

"Tss" yun ang huling narinig ko bago ako dumeritso sa dream land.

I feel cold. 

Why is it cold?

All of a sudden I feel warm. I feel a soft fabric against my skin.

Napatingin ako sa katabi ko. 

My heart started to pound.

"Be my girlfriend already" 

I find myself smiling over that 

Why am i feelind butterflies in my stomach?

Gusto ko siya. That's what I'm feeling

But I can't see his face. It's blurry.

His voice. 

Based on his voice... 

I know him.

His broad shoulders.

I feel like I've seen them before.

Then everything around me changed- in a flash.

"Kuya! Angelo is only my best friend!"

"You're just a baby, you can't have a boyfriend until I get married!"

"That's not fair kuya! But I really really like him. Daddy!"

"Your kuya is right baby. Listen to him" 

The setting changed again. 

Now I'm wet. Wet with tears on my face and...

I see water. I feel cold.

Why do I see red?

I'm in a bath tub. 

I'm crying.

Why am I crying.

I opened my eyes only to find myself looking at the ceiling.

Umiiyak pala ako. 

"I was going to wake you up" nasa tabi ko siya nakahiga habang nakapatong ang ulo niya sa kamay