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Darkness...
It feels strangely inviting
And for a split second
I felt at peace
But peace never lasts long
In all honesty
The initial shock hurt more than the pain that started to travel up my body did
As if I was being torn apart
And immediately put back together
Ripping parts of me out
And putting pieces back in it's place
For a moment I thought I could hear hushed whispers start to enter the room
But It didn't take long to recognise them as my own thoughts
And these thoughts completely erased any doubt I had about this before
"You know Roman only defends you to help his ego grow
Pattons so tired of constantly having to look after you
Remus is fine being alone now, he doesn't need anyone
I mean, Janus was the one who basically told you to do this, of course he doesn't care
And Logan...
Hah, you actually thought Logan loved you back?
That's a laugh and a half
Knowing Logan, he probably doesn't even know what love is
You wasted you time loving someone who can't even love you back"
"I k-know..."
Was all I managed to mumble out through the comforting pain engulfing me
The one final sliver of hope that I held onto slowly left
Who was I kidding?
Noone was going to come for me
And somehow convince me to stop this
Barely anyone even knew this place existed
Remus never came here anymore
And it wouldn't be a shock if Janus was watching me while I slowly fell apart
Taking a deep breath in
I felt the strength in my legs slowly weaken
Causing me to collapse onto the floor
My eyes started to flicker shut
As my mind began to drift
It was starting
"Tch....
So long and goodnight"
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Erased - Analogical
Fanfiction{Ongoing/Unfinished} Virgil and Janus have never gotten along very well, that much is known by anyone in the mindscape. But recently the arguing was just getting worse and worse until one day Janus went too far and it pushes Virgil off the tipping p...
