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Shikamaru

Mourning

(Age 17)

I've been staying with Shikamaru and his family in the Nara compound for the last two weeks. I've been here helping his mom take care of a grieving Shikamaru, Asuma Sesnei died two weeks ago. Shikamaru hasn't really grieved, when he starts to feel those emotions bubbling up inside him, he buries himself inside of me.

He uses sex as a coping mechanism, I know it's not the right thing to do, but he refuses to talk to anyone about how he feels. He's shut me out, he's shut his mom out, and has been having pissing contests with his dad.

Tonight Shikaku and Shikamaru are in their Shoji playing room, I haven't heard any voices from them in a while so it must be an intense match. I poured two cups of lavender tea so they both can have a good night's sleep. I put the cups on a tray and walked outside and to the Shoji room, the doors were open so they could hear the koi pond and use the full moons light to play. I sat on my knees outside of the room and set the tray down and bowed. I gave each Nara man a cup, neither saying anything to me, I stood up and began to walk away, when a loud crash made me stop.

"Just what are you getting at here?" Shikamaru sounded annoyed at his father.

"Only the truth."

"Will you shut your mouth! All this talking is making me sick! Sayy what you want, I'm still nothing but a useless coward." My heart broke at Shikamaru's tone of voice, he always blames himself for Asuma's death.

"You're wrong."

"What do you want from me?!"

I walked closer to the door and peeked inside, they were standing nose to nose, Shikamaru ready to fight his father.

"Let it out boy. All of the anger, the sadness, and the fear Everything that's brewing Inside of you, you've got to let it go."

I could hear Shikamaru hold back sobs, his father finally got through to him. Shikamaru will finally release those feelings he's been harboring for weeks.

"It all starts from there, son." I heard Shikaku take a step and I dashed to the outside door that leads inside and waited.

Shikaku emerged from the room, sliding the door closed as I heard Shikamaru finally let out a loud cry for his sensei. Shikaku stared straight at me, his eyes set into a fatherly glare and began to walk my way, I bowed at him as he stopped next to me, he placed a heavy hand on the top of my head and sighed.

"Give him a minute. Then go comfort him." He removed his hand and walked inside.

I heard Shikamaru's cries, my own silent tears falling down. I softly walked to the closed door and stood there, waiting for my broken lover to calm down so I can go in and hold him.

He cried for a good while before His shadow stood behind the door, and it slid open, I looked at him, his eyes were red and puffy, his face was still wet with tears, loose strands of hair sticking out everywhere and sticking to his wet face.

"Shika-"

"Shut up. Get in here." He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into the room and slid the door closed with a slam. He threw me on a huge sitting pillow and nestled between my legs. He leaned down and kissed me hard as he shoved his hands up my shirt and roughly palmed my breasts.

"Ow! Shika-, that hurts." I whined trying to push his hands away. He leaned up and growled, "Stop it. I need you right now."

"No, you think you need to bury your dick in me Everytime you get upset over Asuma." He had a pained look on his face, tears filled his eyes once again.

"Look, I love you Shikamaru, but instead of trying to fuck your emotions away with me, just let them out, let me hold you." His eyes searched mine, looking back and forth between the two, I saw one tear slip and he slammed his head in betwen my breasts and cried hard. His whole body shook as he let out painful sob. I pulled his hair bow out of his hair, letting it fall around his face and ran my fingers through it, I wrapped my legs around his waist, using my free hand to hold him close to me.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and sat us up, me sitting in his lap as he continued to cry.

"Let it all out Shika." I cooed in his ear rubbing his hair in comfort.

And we stayed like this, all night. Even after Shikamaru stopped crying, he just wanted to hold me, to feel my heart beating against his chest. He was terrified that something was going to happen to me that he didn't let out of his sight form a month.