Texting Hoseok

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Hoseok smashed his lips onto mine roughly, it kinda hurt but I didn't push him away.
I went to put my hands in his hair his hands wrapped around my wrist and held down my arms above my head. He held them tight and it hurt but I couldn't stop him because he was a lot stronger then me. His grip got tighter and his lips started to trail down to my jaw, leaving wet and messy kisses and then go to my neck, this time he started to suck and bite down on my skin and started leaving purple and red-ish marks.
As much as I didn't want to, my mouth opened and let out a small moan. That must have set him off because he let go of my arms and his hands started to make his way up my waist and inside my shirt.
"H-Hoseok...aahhh....w-what are you d-doing?..." I let out a small whimper while tilting my head back in pleasure and in a little pain.
"Showing you why I am not your 'Bro'"
His hands went up and started to slip off my shirt until I stopped him.
"S-stop...I-I don't want to do this if your upset...so p-please s-stop..." I said still a little nervous and breath shaking.
His eyes looked into mine and soften when he saw how terrified I was.
His grip loosened on me and he sat up, "baby....are you scared of me?" He asked looking at me worried.
I didn't quite know what to say because I didn't want to hurt his feelings.
"Umm..,", my breath is still shaking, "I-I...." I still couldn't say anything.
His eyes went from worried to hurt, "baby..,.i-I would never ever want you to feel scared of me...ever. It breaks my heart..."
I sat up and let my head hang down to not look at him in the eyes.
"I-it's just....s-some times, your too rough...a-and it hurts, I like it sometimes but other times...it's h-hard for me to enjoy when I'm in pain..." I felt myself tear up because I could feel how hurt he was.
"W-why didn't you tell me before?...." he asked, his breath a little shaken.
"I just didn't want to hurt your feelings, I didn't want you to feel like you were doing something wrong because your not, I'm just sensitive...I'm sorry" I said this time letting a tear fall.
His hands came to my cheeks and cupped my face to make me look at him. My teary eyes meet his, "baby, please tell me when I'm hurting you, I hate that I'm just now finding this out and I've been hurting you during sex for a while...I promise, I will be gentle with you, tell me when it hurts ok?" He said whipping my tears with his thumbs and kissing me softly.
I kisses back and then pulled away and nodded.
"Do you want to continue or no? We don't have to" he said moving hair from my face and behind my ear.
I thought about it for a minute and then nodded.
"Yeah let's continue " I smiles slightly at him.
"Are you sure baby?" He asked again.
I nodded with a smile.
"Ok, I'll be gentle too ok?" He said as I nodded.
*time skip*

We both layed in bed panting lightly. It didn't hurt as I though it would. He was actually gentle with me.
"How was that baby? Was that good? Or was I too rough?" He asked pulling me closer to him by my waist.
"No it was amazing, it didn't hurt at all, it felt great." I smiled and cuddled into him.
"I'm glad babygirl" he said holding me.
He buried his face into my neck and said in a muffled voice, "are you gonna call me 'bro' again?" He asked kinda irritated.
I let out a small chuckle and started playing with his hair.
"No, it was supposed to be a prank but I hate that it made you really upset" I said giggling a little bit.
"Good, I didn't like it at all." He said holding me tighter.
I giggles as his arms get tighter around me, it didn't get tighter to the point where it hurt but where I was warm and feeling all cuddly.
My eyes started getting heavier and heavier and my mouth let out a baby yawn.
Hoseok chuckled a bit and held me and whispered. "Sleep love, I know your tired" he said sweetly as my eyes closed and I fell asleep.
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I woke up the next morning feeling hands in my hair, when I looked I saw Hoseok playing with strands of my hair as he smiled.
"Good morning love" he said to me as he stopped playing with my hair and kissed my head.
"Morning" I said in a tired baby-ish voice.
"Aww my baby is still tired, well you can continue sleeping, but I have to go in an hour, I have to be at dance practice ok?" He said as he pet my head.
"Nooook don't leave meeee" I pouted.
"Haha baby I have to...but I'll make sure you fall back to sleep first and I'll be back when you wake up ok? It's 5 AM right now, go to sleep and I'll be back before you wake up at 9 ok?" He said lightly still holding me.
I just nod and get closer to him and go back to sleep.
Hoseok pov
As soon as I know she's deeply sleeping I get up and shower and then get dressed to go to dance, I know I'll be back before she wakes up but I still feel like I should write a note just in case.
Morning baby,
I had to leave early but I should be back soon, I love you and make sure you eat :) 
-Hoseok

I left it on the kitchen counter and got my phone and wallet and left.
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Sorry this is kinda short, I have been really busy with other things, but I'm trying to update as much as I can.
Until next time ARMYS! I💜y'all!