surprise daughter // greys anatomy

Chapter 42

sitting on the porch Brian is to my right "okay, you know I love you and what happened It should've never happened, I was having a rough time and I should've never compared it to when you had cancer. I don't know what it's like to have someone you care about go through something so horrible, I'm unbelievably sorry Sarah I promise it won't happen again let me be your boyfriend again and this time I won't fuck it up" he told me, I looked at him his eyes were glossy. I made his eyes glossy

I stood up, walked over to Brian and sat on his lap "you were always my boyfriend, I know I feel like I should he more angry but I can't live without you, we haven't been together long but I want to be with you for a very long time" I told him, he pressed his lips against mine

"I will say it again and I will say it over and over again, I love you" he whispered into my ear, I blushed and giggled he picked me up

"You just had surgery not even two months ago, put me down" I told him, he gently put me down

"You win, now can we please go back to my place and eat dinner" he practically begged me

"Yes, just let me tell my parents I suggest waiting in the car" I told him, we went our separate ways

I opened the front door and standing at the counter was my lovely parents "What is the verdict Sarah" mom asked

"We're okay, I'm actually going back to his apartment if that's okay" I told them

"Maybe you should stay home, you've barely spend anytime here,your sisters and brother miss you deeply" my dad said, I sighed

"I miss them as well but I'm 17 I'm going to college next year, you guys need to get used to me leaving and I'd like to spend time with my boyfriend. This weekend we can do a family day or something just let me go with him" I begged him, they looked at eachother

"Besides you guys are barely here anyways" I told them

"Because we are working hard to put food on the table and a roof over your guys head" dad argued

"I get it I get it, I'll be back by eleven" I said

"Ten" dad said

"Eleven" I argued back

"Wanna make it nine?" Mom piped in

"Fine, ten but I won't make any promises I love you guys" I walked out of the house and into Brian's car

"That took a bit, are you okay?" He asked

"Yeah, they just wished i was home more but I'd rather be with you" I took his hand as he drove to his apartment

"Do you feel that you are with me too much?" He asked me, as we are sat on his couch my legs are on top of his

"No, I like your company and I like how alone it is here. You aren't hearing your little sister screaming at your younger brother because they took something, I like the quietness here besides we are doing something this weekend" I told him, he smiled leaned over to kiss me

"How's your psychotic ex girlfriend" I laughed

"I have no idea, I blocked her number maybe a week before we got together and she doesn't bother me that much I did tell her I was with someone and she was surprisingly okay" he told me

"She's totally planning how to end me" I giggled, he reached over to me and picked me up and sat me in his lap both of my knees on either of his sides, his hands on my waist and my arms around his neck our lips pressed together

"You know I would never let anything happen
to you" he kissed me again more deeply and I let him, we've never kissed like this before he opened his mouth a little bit twirling our tongues together, I moved my body closer to him. He moaned when I moved "is someone excited" I asked between kisses

He laughed "maybe" he pushed me down on the couch taking control, I took him by surprise by forcing him upwards I felt his hands touch my skin and get lower by the second but I stopped him "we should wait" I told him, he pulled away

"Sorry, I'm just not ready. I know it may seem I am. Sorry" I got off of him and went into the bathroom very embarrassed, I sit down on the ground

"Sarah, I'm not upset I understand. I didn't want to either, I mean I do but I don't want to pressure you in anything that you don't want to do. just please come out I hate hate making you upset" I heard him say I stood up and opened the door he smiled

"Sorry" I told him

"It's fine, let's just take a nap or something just relax" he said, I nodded and we walked back into the living room

"I love staying with you" I told him

"I like it when you stay here as well" he kissed my forehead

We laid like that for good amount of time, I absolutely love this man with my whole heart and I'm never letting him go