*play song*
Y/n's pov.
" Tyrell Isaacs, he's 25, two houses down from yours " I said.
" Anything else he did? " He asked, I shake my head.
" No " I said.
" Okay " he said and put away his phone.
" I didn't think he would do this, let alone after everything " I said.
" Well, can't judge a book by its cover am I right? " He asked.
I sighed.
" He used to be gentle and kind, until he tried cocaine " I said.
" People change " he said.
" My dad certainly didn't " I said.
" Your dad? " He asked.
" He just got out of rehab and he's drinking again " I said.
" Does he have a little bit of a tolerance? " He asked.
" He does, but I just want him to completely stop " I said.
" What can you do? " He asked.
" Get raped " I shrugged.
" Hey, you got this, everyone goes through rough times " he said.
I look up at him.
" You really think so? " I asked.
" Here's a dirty secret, I'm a smoker and I stopped " he said.
I smile.
" I have blood in my hands that I can't wipe off, no matter how hard I try, I can't even hold a knife to cook myself dinner, I just order food and that's it, so far cutting fruits is all I can do " I said as I look down at my hands.
He then place his hands on mine, my cheeks flush tint pink and I look up at him.
" I have blood in my hands as well, but you'll get pass it sooner or later, you'll just have to deal with guilt for a very long time, you can't live a life full of remorse " he said.
" I have been when my mother left " I said.
" It's about her huh? " He asked.
" Basically, if she hadn't left my dad, things wouldn't be like this and I would still have my brothers and sisters " I said.
" You have my phone number, just call me when you need anything " he said.
I couldn't help myself but intertwine my hand. It was a surprise when he intertwine as well, seconds of just gazing at each other. He suddenly leans in and his lips was on mine.
I didn't hesitate to kiss back and close my eyes, a moment of us kissing I pull apart and take my hand off him.
I look away.
" You have a fiancee " I said as I place my hand over my mouth.
He said nothing and I see him standing up and walk out of the room. Not long after that, a guy with dirty blond hair and dark green eyes enters the room.
" Y/n L/n?, I'm Dr. Lucan, Dr. Mandrell had sent me to you for a consult " He asked.
" She sent over a shrink? " I asked.
" I'd take it you've met a psychiatrist before? " He asked as he sit down next to me.
" I'm not crazy " I said.
" I'm not saying you are, but murdering four of your siblings in one afternoon is kinda is " he said.
" You know me huh? " I asked.
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Addicted【Zenix X Reader】[ Completed ]
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