Addicted【Zenix X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 42 ]

*play song*

Y/n's pov.   

" I don't know what to say " I said as I look up the ceiling, lying down in the bed.

" You don't need to say anything " he said.

" Stop it! " I turn my to him.

" Stop what? " He asked.

" Stop being so nice and caring " I said.

" What do you want me to say in this situation? " He asked.

" I don't know, I'm sick of hearing people saying it's going to be okay when it's not " I turn away.

" You want me to be mad at you? " He asked.

" Yes " I said.

" I have no reason to be mad at you " he said, I sighed.

" What if I tell you something to be mad at? " I asked.

" Now that you said it " he said.

" My meds doesn't work anymore " I said.

" What? " He asked.

I turn my head to him with a serious face.

" My meds haven't been working for the past seven months and I'm going to die at the end of winter " I said.

He exhale in disbelief.

" I didn't want to tell you " I said.

" Why? " He asked as I see water forming in his eyes.

" Because I care about you too much, it was too much for me to tell you, we spent the last eleven months together and I love you too much for you to know " I said and I feel water gathering in my eyes.

He stays silent.

" You wanna yell at me?, Then do, I'd love to hear you be pissed at me, I'm done hiding the pain " I said.

" Say something! "

" Shut up! " He shouts, he turns to me with tears rolling down his cheeks.

" I love you too much for me to be mad at you " he said.

" So where does that lead us too? " I asked.

" Nowhere " he said.

" Feel better? " I asked, he looks at me in confusion as I wipe my tears.

" You finally yelled, feel the weight lifting off your shoulders?, That's relief " I said.

He stood up and walk away while wiping his face.

" I was trying to get you there " I said.

" Why are you doing this? " He asked.

" Because everyone goes through a lot of shit, pain is the worse thing people can feel " I said.

" It's a human thing " he said.

" And we can't do anything about it " I said.

He exhale and turn around.

" If we– " he was interrupted by a ringtone.

He takes out his phone and sigh in annoyance.

" I'm going to take this " he walks to the door while answering he phone.

He opens it and dad enters as he leaves.

" Where is he going? " Dad asked as he shut the door.

" He needs to answer a call " I said.