Ghost Bird The Academy: Jameson Addition.

Raindrops Lashed Down

Friday

Sang's P.O.V

One week and a day.

One week since Friday Fall.

One week and a day since Sang admitted her feelings and kissed James.

A moment that replayed in Sang's mind over and over again. Like the way, a musician replays its chords, or a child takes its first steps. The kiss was...everything.

It was heartwarming and breaking. She shouldn't have kissed James so abruptly but when the redhead glanced at her with those wide grey-blue eyes her dark lashes making them pop out even more making them look like glass.

The other girl was absolutely stunning and the more Sang looked at her the more she wanted to taste the other girls strawberry chapstick. To feel her thick lips pressed against her own.

Especially after they talked.

That moment after the kiss was...amazing but then Sang opened her mouth and suddenly she was still too dazed. Half lost in the kiss and half in reality trying to say to James what she had said to Kota.

Instead, it all came out wrong and it caused James to have an anxiety attack. Sang still felt guilty for it if she had just processed her words a little faster thought a little quicker so much of that could have been avoided.

Yet James was still just was self-loathing as ever blaming the moment on herself. It astonished Sang just how blame ridden James could be.

She shook her head as she finished her homework.

The girls had only shared those kisses on Saturday, something Sang couldn't stop thinking about...After that, they layed in the Gazebo for awhile cuddling and sharing small pecks merely holding one another.

It was nice...

When they returned to the boys though neither of them expressed what had happened in the park. Even though both girls were stuck lost in that moment.

Both were...rightfully confused.

James was being very adamant about not being able to be in a relationship. As much as it hurt to hear...the girl was partly right.

How could Sang sit there and activity insist on all the reasons why they could be when...James made a point.

They both were still locked in controlling households and God forbid there parent's found out...let alone both girls had one very hurtful thought.

What if they tried this-polyamory James had done a lot of research on the specific term and what it included speaking to Sang in there short moments that they managed to find alone. Regardless of that what if they tried it and it didn't work out?

Both girls realized that once they had a taste of the boys and their kindness the thought about it not working out? It tore them both to pieces.

So they were stuck...her and Kota still haven't spoken after there first conversation about there mutual feelings-they had just not about that...and she and James were both putting the conversation on hold...

There was still so much to be said but...it was overwhelming.

And Sang was starting to come to the understanding that...as much as bringing up this topic scared her it was necessary...Because the thought of kissing James was nothing compared to the reality.

Sang didn't know if it was possible to become smitten with one person so fast but now that she's had a taste she's sunk in.

It made her wonder what kissing the boy's would be like? Her almost kiss with Silas her-god she just...she wanted them all.