Cold -Feitan X Reader-

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(Y/n) opened her (e/c) eyes to see a bright blue sky. She felt a calm breeze and listened to the peaceful sound of the leaves ruffling. She blinked once, twice, three times before realizing where she was at.

"Oh?! I'm dreaming again!" She panicked, jumping up to her feet and bolting down the hill.

She paced in a circles, pinched her arms, pulled her hair, shouting at herself to wake up from the horrifying nightmare but nothing seemed to work. Even if no demons, monsters or brutal deaths appeared at the moment the dream felt strange. It made her feel unsafe and dizzy, as if she knew something horrible was going to happen soon. There would be times where the dream would glitch, as if she was waking up but it wasn't enough to actually get her out.

"Wake up, wake up, wake up!" She shouted at herself, slapping her face to snap out of it.

Frustrated and desperate, she sat down on the grass for a moment. She stared at her blue hands, her arms now becoming blue. (Y/n) could feel herself grow cold. She crossed her arms in attempt to keep them warm but she could still feel herself get colder and colder.

"Ah, it must be cold in my room." She shakily said, a cold cloud of breath escaping out of her mouth.

(Y/n) began to panic, she looked up at the sky once more, hoping to find a way out quickly before she ran out of time. She began to hyperventilate, realizing she was going to turn into a monster if she didn't find a way to escape out of her dream. She ran her fingers through her hair, standing up, tears already forming in her eyes.

"Cammy! Feitan?! Please... help!"

"Why do you keep asking them for help?"

(Y/n) jumped when she heard her voice in front of her. She looked at her self standing in front of her, except her clone had blue skin. Her eyes were glistening like pearls and she had two sharp teeth. Her hair was white, fluffy like snow that hadn't been touched.

"You know even after you change people will still hate you, they're both using you." She said, stepping forward.

(Y/n) backed away, wary of her own self. She remained calm either way. She inspected her self, she looked saddened. She was a weapon, not a monster. Everyone was using her for something. Either to get praised by others or to save others. She slouched her shoulders, dropping her arms to her side once giving up.

"Ah, I'm so gullible." She smiled weakly, kneeling down and wrapping her arms around her legs.

Her clone kneeled down beside her, wrapping her arms to give her a small comfortable hug. Her skin was icy cold, it almost hurt to be touched by her but deep inside it warmed her.

"Humans are so cruel, they expect you to change but that won't satisfy them. They'll always look for something to start a problem. In this world you only have yourself to trust...just don't hate me when you transform?

(Y/n) wiped her tears, she looked up expecting to see herself but instead she saw no one. She looked around to see the grassy field surrounding her. She no longer felt cold, nor did she feel afraid.
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Cammy peeked to see if the hallway was empty. When the hallway was clear she gave Feitan a small nod before running down the hallway.

"What makes you think they're not in her room?"

"Eric should be outside giving orders to the guards, I doubt her mother is inside her room."

Feitan stayed quiet for once, he ignored his guts for now and decided to listen to Cammy. Even if she was planning something, he needed to get (y/n) and himself back to the rebellion base.
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(Y/n) stood up, she noticed she was back from where she was at the start of her dream. From afar she could see a wall covered in moss, keeping her from going outside as well. She looked down at her hands, which were still blue but she didn't mind them. She noticed something new in the dream, a long rusty chain keeping wrapped around her ankles that kept her from going too far. She touched her lips, remembering about the small kiss he planted on her.

She felt embarrassed for falling for him, she didn't understand why she was acting like such a child around him. She sighed, looking up at the sky once more before closing her eyes. Surrounding herself in darkness.

"I need to wake up."

The sudden sound of a gunshot made her finally wake up. She bolted up from her bed, shivering from the cold. She felt her weak legs drag her towards the opened window, slamming them close with every ounce of strength she had. She flinched in fear when she heard the sound of a gunshot outside, followed by a few more. She glanced outside, seeing guards running everywhere around the street.

"What the hell? How long have I been asleep?!"

She groaned, annoyed that something big happened while she was stuck in a terrifying dream. She pushed herself away from the wall, stumbling towards the door but it slammed open. She jumped from the sudden sound but relaxed the moment she saw Feitan.

She felt relieved but irritated at the same time that he left her alone. (Y/n) felt her lips twitch into a smile when she saw him but she remembered everything her other self told her. She wondered if she was really being used just to save other people who would later throw her away. She kept a blank tired face, still exhausted from the dream she had.

"Did he kiss me just to mess with my feelings?"

"(Y/n)!" Feitan rushed up to (y/n), luckily managing to catch her before she fell. She let out a small shaky cold breath, her body freezing. The blankets were thrown across the floor, as if they wanted her to freeze. He wrapped his arms around her, feeling her cold shaking body. Cammy grabbed the blankets, throwing them over her shoulders as she tried to keep her warm as well.

"It's still too cold to go outside, I would suggest just sleeping in the library tonight. Just a reminder once they find out you two are gone you'll become a target."

"I'm sure I'm already one."

She only gave him a weak smile, "The guards should be downstairs already at the main entrance, just make sure to leave before the sun rises."

He only nodded, glancing out the door to see if any guards were in the hallway. He hesitated, feeling nervous of rushing through the plan.
"If you get us into danger...I'll make sure to kill you." He threatened her as he lifted (y/n) up. Cammy hesitated but she nodded and without any other word she ran out of the room first to make sure no servants or passing guards were in the hallway. Feitan ran the opposite way, making his way to the abandoned library that no one seemed to go in except (y/n).

He shut the door with his foot, sighing in relief that he didn't get caught by anyone. He looked down at (y/n) who seemed to be in a much better state than she was before. He made sure to lock the door, though he doubted anyone would even come to the library. He sat her down in one of the chairs, pulling all of the cushions off the seats and throwing them on the ground. Putting them together to form a small bed. He looked down at the cushioned seated bed he had made, he almost smiled to himself.

When he turned back to (y/n) she was already awake, half awake. She tried to open her eyes but instead she ended up sleeping again
He picked her up, resting her down on the self made bed.

"You know you're really warm." She mumbled, holding onto his hand. He looked down at her, figuring that she was still half asleep and didn't realize what she was saying. She let out a small sigh, releasing his warm hand and going back to sleep.

Feitan stared at her, he looked at his hand before sighing as well. He collapsed back in his seat, resting his chin on his palm as he patiently waited for the sun to rise. He could hear the gunshots through out the night, reminding him that the poor continued to suffer.

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