Insatiable an appetite [Freddie Mercury FanFiction]

"Why did you do it"

"Hey Shannon" I walked through the blue door and greeted the little lady behind the big desk. "Oi Emma, how are you feeling today?" She asked and sent a big smile my way. "Much better thank you" I leaned against the desk "how are you? Still stressed out as always?" I laughed and she sighed.

"Forever stressed out" she mumbled and giggled. "I heard about your little trip to the hospital. What happened my love?" she whispered and leaned in. I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Oh that, that was nothing. Just food poisoning" I lied and looked away.

"You know you can talk to me right darling?" she said reassuring. I nodded my head and sent her a smile "I know".

"Do you know if Queen is coming here tonight, by any chance?" I mumbled and pretended to be busy with the paper I had in my hands.

"They haven't booked anything tonight" she said after looking through few different papers. "Alright, thanks" I said and headed down to the cleaning room. I let out a relieved sigh and felt more comfortable now.

I was pretty sure Chrissie had told the band about my little trip and they would shower me questions if they saw me here. Which I just can not deal with, so I'm grateful they aren't here tonight.

It had been a full week since my trip and surprisingly enough, I hadn't seen any of the boys, only Brian for few minutes as him and Chrissie were busy spending the rest of their time together, before the big tour.

My body was still sore from all the stress it had gone through, but I'm feeling much better. I'm more willing to focus on work now and my mental health. The police had found Richard and locked him up so it was like everything was looking more promising. 

Everything was great, until I was laying in my bed, all alone. The feelings were overwhelming and Freddie's absence were slowly killing me. I had heard from Chrissie that he was a mess too, but he was numbing the pain by drinking a lot. 

I didn't believe her, I was sure that Freddie had lost all respect for me and moved on. I would've if I was him. 

The guys were leaving in one day so they were all stressed out and trying to make sure everything was packed and ready to go. Brian had spent all his time with Chrissie and I'm sure John wasn't leaving Veronicas side before the day of the departure.

Roger had been all over Jo, so I haven't seen much to him at all. Which made me quite sad, but since I haven't told anyone the truth, I wouldn't expect them to be in contact or check up on me all the time.

"Emma face!" I heard a familiar voice become louder as they approached me.

My feet got lifted from the floor and I let out a scream. "I knew I'd make you scream eventually" Roger said with a sassy voice "let me down!" I shouted and hit his shoulder.

"Alright, calm doon pet" he laughed and I rolled my eyes. "What, not even a hug?" he said and spread his arms. "Alright, but only because you'll be gone soon" I mumbled and he pulled his arms around me. He squeezed me tight and I heard him sniff.

"You alright Rog?" I asked as he pulled away from me. "I'm gonna miss you Ems" he said with a raspy voice and I saw his eyes were watering.

"Aw, I'm gonna miss you too" I said and sent him a smile. "Come sit" he said and dragged me over to the brown couch, outside the cleaning room.

"Tell me, what are you going to do without me for SO long? You can call me every day, but I'm a rockstar, so I will probably be too busy to answer" Roger started mumbling and whipped his long blonde hair back. I rolled my eyes and puffed. 

"Isn't that lovely?"

I looked up and saw Freddie approach us. My stomach turned and I instantly looked down on floor. "Hiya Fred! I'm just saying bye to Em before tomorrow. I'll be right there" Roger said and sent me a smile.