WRATH | SDS Present ✔ (TO BE EDITED)

Chapter 10

"Platinum blonde." Sabi ko sa hairdresser.

"Okay, ma'am. Ayaw nyo po bang ipa-trim ang buhok ninyo?" He asked while looking at me through our reflection.

"No." Sagot ko and he just nodded before starting.

It's my birthday in two days and I've never been this anxious for my upcoming celebration. There's this circulation inside my stomach that makes me want to vomit everytime I think I will see Xavier again, after three years, with no certainty that I won't cry in front of him.

Alam kong hindi ko pa talaga sya nakakalimutan and what he did to me is not an enough reason to make him erased from my heart. It just made me mad at him that caused me to avoid him.

Most girls cut their hair as a sign of moving on but I am not those girls. I never cutted my hair since that day that's why it ends above my butt right now and I will never cut it until I totally unloved Xavier.

I wore the one shoulder v-neck assymetric midi dress I bought from Yves Saint Laurent and the metallic logo heels from D&G. I really prepared for this night as I want to show Xavier what he missed by choosing Gwen.

I pushed my curled blonde hair before I went inside the bar. It's nice that Hugo really had it all planned and organized. I don't want to get embarassed to our friends.

Ilan pang sandali ay nakita ko na ang pagpasok ni Xavier with his famewhore girlfriend. Hugo walked towards them while I got stuck in my place. Bitterness quickly spread all over my body when I saw how Xavier's hand is intertwined with Gwen's.

How can he be happy with a woman like Gwen? When he can be the happiest and luckiest with me?

Nagtama ang mga mata namin ni Xavier and I perfectly saw how his smile dropped which only angered me. I will show him kung sino ang pinakawalan nya.

I held my head high as I confidently and gracefully walked towards them. I made sure no sign of jealousy and anger is painted in my face when I reached their place.

Natahimik sila nang makalapit ako and in fairness, Gwen's fashion sense improved, a little.

"Enjoy the party." Naka-ngiti kong sabi sa kanila but Xavier just looked at me seriously.

"Happy birthday, Daniella." Bati ni Gwen habang malapad na naka-ngiti sa akin.

I don't know if she knew what I did to her but even though alam nga nya ay wala akong pakealam.

I smiled at her fakely before returning my gratitude. Xavier greeted me too in a lower voice so I arched a brow at him before smiling sweetly.

"Thank you, Xavier. Please do enjoy the party." Sabi ko bago sila tinalikuran.

I rolled my eyes as I walked towards the other side of the room. God! I really hate them! Seeing them together makes me sick, in jealousy.

I need to forget Xavier faster to remove this feeling inside me because it gives me too much stress and anxiety. Ayokong magka-wrinkles agad.

"I'm gonna be so fucking wasted tonight, Finn." Sabi ko bago ininom ng straight ang dalawang baso ng margarita.

Seeing Xavier with Gwen reminds me how I always questioned my worth when he rejected me. How he can never be mine when I am willing to give all of me but he disregarded me as if I am just nothing to him.

The pain of those nights I cry alone in my room came back and I felt my heart clenched again especially when I glanced how Xavier is laughing with Gwen.

I know my attitude is what's keeping him from loving me back but like what I said to him, I am willing to change if only he gave me a chance but no, he judged me immediately like I'm a mad criminal.