WRATH | SDS Present ✔ (TO BE EDITED)

Chapter 12

Mabilis akong tumayo sa kama ko nang maramdaman ko ang pag-ikot ng sikmura ko. I immediately went to my bathroom and leaned on the sink.

Naduduwal ako pero wala naman akong isinusuka. Parang may dumudukot sa tyan ko that's making me sick. I opened the faucet before washing my mouth then I sat on the toilet bowl.

God! I'm so stressed for the past days that I'm always experiencing nausea and now this.

Tumayo na ako para maligo and when I'm washing my feminine area, my eyes went wide kaya kahit puno ng bula ang katawan ko ay mabilis akong pumunta sa sink and opened the lower cabinets.

Taranta ko itong binuksan and my hands trembled when I saw my unused packs of feminine pads and tampons.

I totally forgot that I didn't had my monthly menstruation for almost a month now tapos palagi pang masama ang pakiramdam ko and all of this is because of Xavier and I's unprotected sex.

But that was just one time and that doesn't guarantee that I am pregnant already. And besides, madalas naman nade-delay ang period ko so I don't need to worry about this whole situation. 

I sighed and tried to calm my pounding heart by breathing slowly. Bumalik na ako sa shower and hoped that it can helped in calming my anxious self.

Bumaba na ako sa sasakyan ko and I literally panted when I reached the elevator. I just walked a for a few minutes so how come I am panting like a dog?

Hindi ko na lang pinansin ang mabilis kong pagka-pagod at baka nagkukulangan lang ako sa exercise. Since I am so devoted in forgetting Xavier, I literally made myself busy.

Even the things na pwede ko na lang ipagawa kay Patricia ay ako na ang gumagawa just to make my mind keep from thinking about him. But during at nights ay wala akong kawala because he always slip in my mind and haunts me in my sleep.

"The sales are---"

"Excuse me." Pag-putol ko sa Marketing Head.

I felt all eyes on me so I looked at them apologetically then at my twin brother who looks curious as hell.

"I just need to go to the bathroom." Bulong ko sa kanya bago ko hinarap ang nag-rereport. "Go on." Mahinang usal ko bago lumabas ng conference room at dumiretso sa katabing banyo.

I went to the first cubicle as I am really about to pee at mabuti na lang at umabot ako kundi nakakahiya kapag naihi ako dress ko.

I just peed before the meeting started at hindi naman ako uminom ng tubig after that kaya bakit umiihi na naman ako ngayon?

Inis akong kumuha ng tissue and I stopped when I saw light blood in my underwear. The foul smell told me it's real blood so I smiled widely and muttered a 'yes'.

Sinasabi ko na nga ba at hindi ako buntis. I was just delayed!

Hindi na ako bumalik sa meeting and just went home to change. I also confirmed that I am having my period because of the constipation I am experiencing and how I feel bloated.

I am really happy that I am not pregnant because I don't want Xavier to hate me more. I was serious when I decided to leave them alone kaya okay na itong hindi ako nabuntis. I just don't want to deal with a heartbreak again if ever Xavier reject me and our baby.

After changing, I went out of my unit and was about to press the elevator button when my head started to spin kaya napa-hawak ako sa pader to support myself.

"Miss? Okay ka lang? Miss?" I heard someone asked but I didn't have the time to answer as I am slowly losing my consciousness.

"Hmmm." I moaned as I open my eyes.