[Winner of Wattys 2020 in Romance]
:: Completed ✓
:: Sad Romance
Sakit. Sakit yang Aireen rasakan hanya dipendam kepada diri sendiri. Sakit akibat bertepuk sebelah tangan dengan seseorang yang tidak patut dia sukai.
Langsung tiada siapa tahu bahawa...
I woke up in a castle In a blossoming garden Feeling so lonely Mmm I hung myself In this mess Filled with thorns
Tell me what do they call you? Where are you running off to? Ah could you tell me? Mmm I found you hidden away in this garden
And I know, your warmth is the closest to reality The flowers that you picked for me reaching for your hand
But this is my fate Don't smile on me Light on me No I can never take another step to you Don't have a name to call me by anymore
You know that I can't show you me Give you me the weaknesses that I hide you can never see I'm wearing a mask again so I can see you But I still want you
Wanna give you a flower from this lonesome garden Reminding me of you Mmm I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off
But I know, that I can never give you more than that Forever may be in the past Hide the ugly now
'Cause I'm so afraid that in the end you'll leave again It may be sad, but what was I supposed to do? I'm wearing a mask again so I can see you
I'm crying my soul out I'm all alone These walls won't hold The castle made of sand is falling from stone I'm taking off the mask to go and see you
But I still want you And I still want you Ooh ooh ooh
Maybe back then if I was brave I'd show you me We could finally be happy Young wild and free I'd give you all and take this foolish mask off
But my heart is breaking, I'm falling, deeply The castle made of sand has fallen from within I throw away my mask and see it sinking I still want you
I still want you, yeah, yeah I still want you
I still want you
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Tengku Ian Raykarl
--He's too complicated to describe. --And too good-looking for her. --His caringness makes her fall for him every single day.
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Aireen Nadhirah
--Tears keep rolling on her face everyday just for him. --She hides her feelings for him. Until one day...
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"I love you, Ian." menitis lagi air matanya saat meluahkan perasaan itu seorang diri. Sungguh sakit menahan perasaan itu seorang diri.
Kenapa dia perlu ada perasaan itu terhadap lelaki itu? Kenapa dia? Kenapa dia seorang sahaja yang perlu merasa perasaan ini?
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"But I love you, Dee. I really do." Ayatnya itu berjaya membuatkan aku sesak nafas. No, aku tak boleh terima benda tu.
"No, Ian. This is wrong..."
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"You know what. Just, get away from me and go to Berlin! Start your new life with Hanis and don't you ever dare think about me anymore. Fullstop!"
"What is wrong with you, Dee?"
"What is wrong with me? Huh, nothing is wrong with me, Tengku Ian Raykarl. Don't you get it? I just need a time alone!"
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"Aku sayang kau. Sayang sangat-sangat. Tapi aku tak mampu nak sayang kau lebih daripada seorang kawan, Dee."
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But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me? Take my body Take my body
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❌ D I S C L A I M E R ❌
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❌ W A R N I N G ❌
Story ini di bawah genre Sad Romance. Terdapat beberapa bahasa asing di dalam karya ini seperti bahasa Korea, English dan sebagainya. Cliche, Clinge dan Hambar merupakan perkara yang terkenal di dalam karya ini.
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