𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗦𝗲𝘅𝘆

Never Have I Ever

6:00 AM, Thursday morning. The usual blasting of your alarm triggers once the clock hits 6. You turn over and turn off the alarm to start your day. Surprisingly, you aren't that hungover. You took some painkillers just in case and you made your way into the shower. You didn't remember much from last night, you only remembered eating dinner and Spencer teasing you.

As you're showering, you think about what must've happened since you got drunk. Morgan must have taken you home and helped you change. You brush off thinking about last night and you finish your shower. You change into work pants and a normal dark blue shirt. You knew this week was going to be fairly easy, only paperwork. You finish your hair and makeup and yet again, you hear the honk from Morgan.

You get into his car and he looks at you strange. "You aren't hungover, princess? You look completely normal." He says to you as he gives you coffee. "Surprisingly no, hey, can you help me remember what happened after dinner? I cant remember a thing." You say taking a sip. "Well. I was the one who took you home by the way and changed you. I hope you don't mind that I did that, I wanted you to be comfortable. At the party when we left, you told me to get Spencer so I did.

You said you would call him later. Then, you waved and screamed goodnight to everyone." He says chuckling. Oh my god, Spencer. Did you call him? You frantically pick up your phone and check your call log, sure enough, you did call him.

"Oh my god, that's embarrassing" You say putting your hands over your face. "It could've been worse. Trust me, you didn't do anything crazy, I wouldn't let you do that." He says shaking his head. Moments later, you arrive at work. You make your way into the building and say hello to everyone. "Miss y/n, hows your head?" Hotch says to you with a concerned look.

"I'm great! Surprisingly not a crazy hangover at all, I took painkiller just in case but overall, wonderful." You say smiling. "That's what I like to hear, well I'm glad you're okay. You can work in your office or in the conference room today. You will go through files, paperwork, or any emails." He says walking off.

You decide to work in your office since you haven't spent much time in there. Your office was right next to Morgan's and Emily's, which was always convenient. After 20 minutes of checking through cold case files, you hear a knock at your office door.

"It's open" You say as you're looking at the files, not paying attention to who is at the door. "Sad to see you aren't wearing red today." You hear from behind you. You freeze and put down your files smiling. You turn around in your chair to see Spencer.

As you turn, he is holding chocolate covered strawberries. One of your favorites. "These are for you, chocolate is one of my best friends when I have a hangover. Here" He says smiling as he hands you the box.

"Aww Spence, thank you." You say getting up from your chair to give him a hug. "Anytime. Morgan, Emily, JJ, and Garcia are in the conference room talking about cases and what not. Would you like to join?" He says leaning against the entrance to your office. "Yeah sure, I will be out in a minute" You say nodding. He closes the door and you begin to get embarrassed. You knew you called him last night, but what was the call about? Oh my god.

You told him the other night that you would think about BDSM. What if you called telling him your decision? You grab a strawberry and make your way into the conference room. "Good morning Pretty gal." Garcia says to you. "Good morning babygirl" You say laughing as you sit next to her.

Morgan laughs along and slightly tags your arm. "Since this week is short, and Hotch & Rossi aren't in here, what do you guys want to talk about?" Emily says getting all excited. "Let's talk about our love lives. PLEASE." Garcia begs.

Here we go, you think to yourself. "JJ, how is Henry doing? He's so beautiful" You say trying to change the subject. "He is good! Can't believe he is in school already." She says back. "Growing up too fast" You say. As you're having a conversation with JJ about Henry, you overhear Morgan and Spencer's conversation.

"Did y/n ever call you last night?" Morgan whispers to Spencer. "Yeah, but just small talk. No worries" Spencer says scratching his neck. Moments later, Garcia gasps. Everyone looks over to her in confusion. "What if we played Never have I ever?" She says excitingly clapping. "I'm down, how about you y/n?" Morgan says to you. "I'm down for anything" You say smirking.

You can tell Spencer looked over at you when you said that. "Alright, I'll start. Never have I ever had a one night stand?" She says putting her finger down. Everyone puts their finger down but you. When you would have sex, it would be with one of your boyfriends. "Spencer? My man" Morgan says patting his shoulder.

"You've never had one y/n?" Spencer says to you in confusion. "Guess I'm to much of a good girl, what can I say" You say moving your chair around.  Good girl. Spencer called you that yesterday, what if he thinks you said that on purpose? Ugh. "My turn, Never have I ever given or received a lap dance?" Morgan says. Only you, Morgan, and Garcia put your fingers down.

You start to grin because of how embarrassing this was. "No way, have you received one?" Emily says shocked. "No, I've given one" You say laughing. The whole tables jaw dropped. "Okay, I see you y/n" JJ says smiling. You all hear Hotch's footsteps approaching from the other side of the office. You all quickly grab a file and start to look at it. "How's it going in here?" Hotch says. "Great" Everybody says.

Thank god for Hotch. After Hotch makes his way back into his office, everyone laughs. "What a close one" JJ says. "Hey, guys I am going to go back to my office, I was really focused on a file. I'll see you guys in a bit" You say excusing yourself from the table.

You walk back into your office and giggle silently to yourself. You wondered what other questions would be asked if Hotch didn't interrupt. You hear yet again another knock from the door. "Come in" You say again. "Can't believe you gave a lap dance" Spencer says to you. You start to laugh and turn around. "So what if I did? Good times" You say.

"Hey, I came in here to discuss something" He says closing the door. Your stomach instantly drops. "Do you remember our phone conversation last night?" He says smiling at you. "I know that I called you, but I don't know what for" You say back to him. "Well, you said you wanted to do BDSM with me. Before you say anything, you were drunk I get it. I know that's not your actual answer" He says.

"What if it is my actual answer?" You say biting into another strawberry. You looks to you with a satisfied expression. He slowly licks his lips. "You know it's a lot right? It's not normal sex at all y/n. Are you sure?" He says once more. "Yes, I am sure Spencer. I read about it a while ago, I want to explore. If you don't want to do that it's fine." You say with attitude.

"No-no I do want to help you explore. But, before we set a time and date, there is rules I go by" He says tapping his foot. "Tell me, I might follow them" You say teasing. He instantly gets serious. "Y/n, I'm for real. You have to follow these. Please, just listen." He says sternly. You drop the smile off your face and start to hear what he has to say.

"To be with me, I have 4 simple rules. Rule number one, no kissing on the lips. It usually causes the partner to be more attracted to the other, we are doing this as friends for enjoyment. Rule number two, be loyal to me. You can't have sex with anyone except me. Rule three, Be honest about the acts I choose to do with you. If you don't want to, tell me. Final rule, respect me. Keep this between us." He says.

"Okay, I can do that" You say nodding your head. "Perfect. In the BDSM world, I am going to control you. You have to follow what I say or else. Tomorrow night, meet me at my place at 7. Shower before hand and bring a hair tie just in case." He says to you. Your adrenaline starts to rise, I am actually going to do this. "Sounds like a plan" You say as he exits.

No kissing? That was the only thing that you were bummed about. Plus, he said we are only doing this as friends. The Bad part is, you didn't want to be friends. You only entered this to try to connect with Spencer. You really liked him. Ugh, whatever. This was good enough for you.