My Lovely Distraction

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"I won't allow any of you to become a victim,"

"Mama is waiting for me at home!"

"You shouldn't have killed that girl!"

"Please Peko... Don't go!"

"So I'm gonna do my very best performance so I can make everyone feel better!"

"This doesn't mean we've made up or anything. I'm only cooperating with you until we get off this island,"

"What I did... was for the sake of my beloved,"

"Don't waste your breath on cowardly tactics! Give me everything you've got!"

"Are you worried about me? Oh, my feared Four Dark Devas of Destruction, that is not like you at all,"

"Please call me... the Ultimate Hope,"

"It's okay... A shinning future will always be waiting for you..,"

"Always be waiting for you..,"

How boring. Don't tell me you believe that. After all, you're the reason they're dead. You knew they were going to die and didn't save them. They're dead because of you Hajime. It's your fault.

It's all your fault.

It's all your fault. It's all your fault. It's all your fault. It's all your fault.It's all your fault!It's all your fault!

ITS. ALL. YOUR. FALT!

I wake to someone screaming, but when I surge up from bed, I realize it's me.

I pant, desperate for air. Cold sweat goes down my forehead as I shut my eyes.

It was just a dream. ...I'm okay... It was just a dream.

But... it's not just a dream.

Finally catching my breath, I fall back on my mattress. Tears run down my face, a new nightly routine.

I can't take this anymore. I can't take this anymore!

...I need to get out of here...

I leap from bed, not bothering to fix my hair or put on my tie as I leave my cottage. I don't know where I'm going, but I know I can't stay here.

I trudge around the first island. The more I walk, the more my head clears. Eventually, the tears stop forming in my eyes and I can breathe normally again, but my chest is still as heavy as iron. When I finally stop waking, I find myself in front of the first beach.

A sigh leaves my mouth as I sit near the water with my knees to my chest. Peaceful waves brush against the cold shore.

These nightmares... They keep getting worst and worst...

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