Finding my Leelen [completed]

Chapter 9 The weak spot

As soon as we get inside the headquarters Raze start yelling at Dimitri, calling him irresponsible, lazy and insensible. I bite my lip trying to make myset shut the fuck up, but I get really angry looking at Raze talking like that to him. I clench my hands into fists until my fingers start hurting from the bruises I got two night ago, I close my eyes trying to imagine I am in some other place, in a happy place, that I am with Dimitri back home...

-I've told you to use your head around her, not only your dick, you moron... the next think that I know is someone says something like 'this is going to get so funny' and I start to yall. 

-Who the fuck do you think you are, you idiot? How dare you speak to him like that? You are pathetic if you think you could order us around like we are your fucking puppets! We've been through hell on the last 24 hours and if we fucking want to stay in bed before 6 AM we will fucking do so! We don't owe you anything and if you ever, EVER dare to speak to him like this I will fuckig cut out your tongue. Got it?

I feel my chest going up and down fast, my anger consuming me, blinding me. I want to punch Raze so bed for talking like that to Dimitri that I have to close my eyes to make his face disappear in order to stop myself. He's a fucking dead men if he ever treats him like that again! 

I realize the room went dead silent and minty scent is all around me when hands grab me from behind making me hit a hard body. A hard body I just started to know but which I could recognize easily. I open my eyes to find two shocked people looking at me: Raze and Dara. Two steps behind them Josh is laughing so hard tears are falling down his cheeks and all around us faces I've never seen are looking at us with their mouths wide open. Behind me Dimitri whispers in my ear and I can feel him smiling:

-That's my girl! and I go red in an instant realizing I just threaten Dimitri's boss and a person who really seem to be willing to help me figure out who I am.

-I am... I am so sorry, Raze, I say wanting to be swallowed by the earth. I don't know what the hell happened to me. I just felt this incredible anger on you for talking... I'm sorry, it's not Dimitri's fault we're late, it's mine, I swear. I... I overslept... What's happening to me? I say facing Dimitri. This... 

I can even finish the sentence without plain terror running through my body.  

-This means I am... that I am evil? 

Dimitri kisses me slowly and gives me a big smile before hugging me like there is no one else around us. He speaks but doesn't let me go.

-You're not evil, leelen, you're just a bonded... a bonded starwitch, I guess. It's not a good idea for anyone to mess with a bonded ... hmmm, bonded supernatural, he says after searching for the right words. 

-Are you sure? I ask not daring to move. Are you sure is not just the evil inside of me? I just threaten him...

-I am sure, please don't worry about it. Also, Raze will survive, you were only defending your... me.

-No worries, Anays, Raze says. My apologies to both of you, I didn't really thought this through, I was so afraid that something happened to you and I didn't think that you might have accepted the bond.  

-You two bonded? Dara says like someone just stabbed her. What the hell?...

I literally snarl at her, making a sound that I know for sure it will hurt my throat for days, but I can stop myself seeing how disgusted she looks at us hugging. I turn to face her daring her to say another world. She goes still looking at me, after a moment lowering her gaze. I breath out relaxing my body. 

-What the hell is happening to me? I ask facing a laughing Dimitri. 

He and his brother are both laughing, Raze soon joins him and Dara smiles at me giving me an apologetic look. Raze makes a sign with his hand and everyone around us disappear.