Spectacular Love

Chapter 36

Worth It

R-18. Read at your own risk.

It's funny how this person can break my heart and yet he was still able to mend all the little pieces of it.

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm really sorry," he continued whispering in my ear. We were already inside his room but he's still hugging me and whispering those words to me, nonstop!

Kung kanina ay halos masapak ko siya sa galit, ngayon gusto ko na lang siya i-keep sa bulsa ko dahil sa cuteness niya. He didn't say the reasons for his sudden behavior, he just kept on apologizing and it's weird because just a while ago I wanted so bad to hear his explanation but right now, I just want to hug him like this, so tight.

I kissed his cheek as he kept apologizing. Tumango tango lang ako habang hinahalikan ang pisngi niya. He parted from our hug and looked at me intently. He caressed my cheeks which made my eyes close. I held his arm and kissed his palm. I opened my eyes and looked at him in the eye.

Sobrang lalim ng titig niya. Para akong nalulunod sa pagmamahal na ipinapakita ng mata niya. Akala ko wala na, tapos na, pero ngayon nakikita kong muli kung gaano niya ako kamahal. Nararamdaman kong muli kung sino ba talaga ako sa buhay niya. I'm not a pest indeed, for I am the love of his life. Alam ko, sigurado ako.

"I love you so much," I said, whispering. My eyes automatically closed when he kissed my forehead down to my nose bridge then to the tip of my nose. He then hugged me again.

"I love you, I love you," he said, emphasizing each word. I smiled and hugged him back.

After a couple of minutes, Jacob parted from our hug. He stared at me for a moment until his gaze went down to my lips. Biglang uminit ang pisngi ko. He sighed and patted my head. He was about to turn his back on me when I grabbed his wrist. I made him face me.

I cupped his face with both my hands and tiptoed. I closed my eyes as I felt his lips touched mine. I moved my lips to part his, but he was unresponsive. Tumigil ako at umayos ng tayo. Pinagmasdan ko siya pero iniiwas siya ang tingin niya.

I bit my lower lip because I suddenly felt embarrassed because of what I did. Just because he was staring at my lips awhile back didn't mean he wanted to kiss me. Nakakahiya na ako pa 'yong mismong nag-initiate noon. Baka isipin niya uhaw na uhaw ako sa kaniya pero shit, totoo 'yon! Ugh!

Sa sobrang hiya ko ay tumalikod ako sa kaniya. I walked towards the door of his room and was planning to go home to Manila already. Hindi ko na yata kakayaning makasama pa siya kahit isang minuto lang dahil sobrang hiyang hiya ako sa ginawa ko!

"Uuwi na ako," halos pabulong kong sabi, hindi pa rin nawawala ang init sa buong mukha ko.

I was about to open the door when I heard him muttered a curse.

"Fuck," he cursed which made me look at him. I saw him walking towards me while repeatedly muttering soft curses.

"Why-" he cut me off by pushing me against the door and sealing my mouth with a kiss.

My eyes automatically closed when I felt him moved his lips, parting mine. He sucked my lower lip before entering his tongue inside my mouth. He tasted every bit of me. He uttered another soft curse while kissing me.

I whispered a moan when he bit my lower lip. His kisses then went down from my lips to my jawline. He licked it softly until his kisses reached my neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist to pull me closer while his other hand found my mound and started massaging it against my dress.

I whispered a moan again when I felt him sucking on my neck, leaving a mark on it. I bit my lower lip when I felt his hand reaching for the hem of my dress and when he successfully let his hand inside, he started massaging my mound against my brassiere. He played with its tip which sent shivers down my spine.