A Spaniard boy by the name of Rain comes to the city of New York where he finds someone who impacts his life for better and for worse. While he changes mentally and physically, he strives to rise above the conflict that comes his way heavily. He fin...
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I was real nervous right now and it was getting to be frustrating having to wait these few minutes. To sum up some things, all has gone well in terms of my health and Remi and I getting back on track with our situation. We found out a lot of things from Dr. Fauzi and have spent so much time correcting them and getting everything aligned.
It turns out I did have hormonal issues such as the imbalance and it affected a lot of things in my body that would be needed to fully support a pregnancy. My body also couldn't take the pressure and withhold the capability of carrying a child full-term because of my overall lack of certain nutrients and my weight. There were so many things weighing in on why I couldn't have a baby but with Dr. Fauzi's help, she finally approved us to try for a baby.
So that's what we've been doing. Like nonstop to the point where I'm kinda getting sick of it. We started trying as soon as she said so, so about 2 months ago and since then the sex is constant. Everyday---and I mean every single day. We're in it to win it.
And now I'm standing in our bathroom waiting to see if I'm pregnant. I better be, shit----he been tearing my ass up. I'm sick of his ass, sick of seeing his ass in my face every night talking bout he gon beat it up. I'm real tempted to kick his ass if he so much as take off a sock near me.
The alarm I set went off as I blew out air turning to face the sink. Ok and look down...
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It felt nice getting out the house for a little bit since I had Kinsley. She'll be a month old in a few days and it was upsetting me how fast this past month went by. I mean she's still the tiny little thing she is but her facial features have come in a bit more and it's setting in for me that she's not gonna be my mini flower one day. But I'm gonna focus on the positive and her and enjoy the time I have with her before she gets sick of me and wants to leave the nest.
I opened the door to the house putting up my coat as I walked upstairs. Opening the door to Kinsley's nursery, I see she's sleeping with the pacifier in her mouth. I didn't want her getting too attached to it or building a habit so I always took it out while she slept. When she was awake---which was pretty often----I'll let her have it then but otherwise I think not. I took it out gently and listened to her breathing for a bit before rubbing her stomach and exiting her room.
