A Spaniard boy by the name of Rain comes to the city of New York where he finds someone who impacts his life for better and for worse. While he changes mentally and physically, he strives to rise above the conflict that comes his way heavily. He fin...
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"Hey bae, you done getting ready yet? We need to be out in a few," Remi poked his head in the door as I was just putting on some earrings. I looked towards him and nodded with a slight smile.
"You okay baby? Daddy need to come over there and give you a hug?" He smirked as I laughed looking back in the mirror.
"Ion want the type of hug you talking bout and to answer your question, I am more than fine. Tonight is family night and I get to have fun with my best friends and get drunk so I couldn't be better."
To be honest, only half of that was true. I was partially fine cause I've been going through it these past two months.
I want to give Rem a baby so bad and I'm just not able to. No matter how hard we try, I get a false positive, I don't get past my seventh month—or I finally think it's gonna happen and I have to watch my precious baby being taken away from me right out of those operation doors.
It's a lot on me and how I feel but I can't keep dwelling on it and bringing myself down because I know that's what my babies wouldn't want as they look at me from above. They would love to see their mama or papa—whichever they preferred —out here making something of themselves and being happy.
My little girl and my two boys, it's all for them.
"You don't even like being drunk, and I don't think you should be doing that."
"And why not? It's a Friday and I don't have to work tomorrow, there's nothing I got to do."
"But we said we'll try one last time...with this new doctor I feel like she'll really take care of you. A-And I'll be much better in watching over you and taking care of everything you need so we can have this baby. Just tell me if it's too much to ask and I'll step back."
I looked up to him kissing his chin as he wrapped me in his arms.
"I'm scared. I'm only but so strong and I feel like if we try again then it'll be the same results like the other times...not seeing our children make it." Remi lifted up my face placing a small kiss on my lips as I pressed further into him.
"We'll do whatever you feel is right. If you don't want to, let me know. If you do, don't let me know and just put it down on me whenever you feel like it. I like surprises," I laughed at his nonchalance pushing his shoulder as I walked downstairs.
"I'm serious, go head and lay that thang on me and we'll get to work," I felt a sting on my ass as I glared at him as he rubbed my ass apologizing.
