"And memories from the past
It's all faded in black..."
~Xxx Temtacion
I've been craving you and your voice—
And yes of course you can still call me blue,
It only ended 'cause you left me no choice
Now that doesn't mean I've even given up cause I can't start anew!
Left the world for a month or two and I wasn't surprised to see
That no one was scared that I'd loose myself to death!
So sorry I became a monster but I could do nothing but flee—
And go fight the demons and thoughts and dreams that keep wrestling for my breath!
Tried to move on and maybe get a new girl
But fuck it I couldn't get attached,
In my dreams and nightmares I see purple twirl and whirl—
And since we broke away and cut rapport I found I couldn't be detached.
Say something, please say something cause I'm lost on this click and clack—
Depression, pain, they keep shooting shots at me I can block yet I can't attack,
I'd have said we should be besties but you know that is not my knack,
I can't move on yet I can move on—help me cause it's all fading to black!
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A 100 For My Better Half
Poetry"Summer and warmth spilled from her eyes, Breaking my shell like metal on ice, I tried to ignore, yet I couldn't excise- The love in me that she enticed". Praise Frank This is an anthology to and for one who unconsciously opened a gate which was shu...
