The Way You Look At Me (VA Series 2)

Forty Fifth

Joerish

I just woke up habang ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang init ng yakap sa akin ni Ryseann. I still can't believe that we just made love last night and I am so happy about it. I was able to finally give myself to Ryseann. I am happy that our relationship strengthened. Umikot ako just to look at Ryseann's face. He is still asleep and he look so peaceful. I caressed his face and admire his perfection. Ang swerte ng magiging anak namin, they have nice genes.

I am smiling when I am caressing his face. Tandang tanda ko pa din kung saan kami nagsimula. I started as his stalker na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang abalahin at bigyan siya ng kung ano-anong problema. He became my ultimate crush nang mas makilala ko siya. I knew how tough and amazing he is. Minsan lang din kasi ako makakilala ng lalaking may mataas na respeto sa iba at may concrete na daan sa buhay.

I asked for more and the heavens answered when we entered a relationship together for four years. I can still remember that I was doubting myself If I could ever handle a relationship with him. But I realized that it was never the case. I learned that love is more than the kilig na nararamdaman lang.

Love is a genuine kind of commitment.

I thought that loving at a young age, could make things hard for me. But it was never the case cause his love made me grow. His love gave me the best version I can bring out of myself.

His love guided me.

His love surrounded me.

And that kind of love is all I ever need.

"Good Morning." He uttered.

I think nagising ko siya dahil sa kakalaro ko sa mukha niya. I smiled at him and he smiled back at me nang magtama ang mata naming dalawa. Marahan kong pinisil ang tungki ng ilong niya.

"Good Morning future husband." I smiled.

"I like that. Pa-hug ulit." He said and he cuddled me tight again. Niyakap ko rin siya and I could feel the heat from his bare body.

Akala ko naman nawala na yung pagiging clingy niya sa tuwing nagigising siya. Hindi pa rin naman pala at mas lalo lang siyang naging cute sa paningin ko. I am smiling while we are cuddling. Nang magbitaw kami, our eyes met again and he rewarded me a soft kiss.

"Male-late na tayo for work. I have a work in the hotel, baka nakakalimutan mo."

"Okay lang. I'll talk to Hans later so let's just stay like this for a while."

Napangiti ako sa kanya. "Ang clingy mo talaga Ryseann. We both have lots of works to do. Pero sige, let's stay like this. I really missed your hug. Akala ko, I won't ever feel this again." Sambit ko.

"That will never happen. Kahit ilang beses pa tayong magkahiwalay, ikaw at ikaw lang ang palagi kong babalikan."

We kissed again and after a while, we decided to take a breakfast na. He cooked for me and I do not really know kung marunong na siya. But I guess, alam naman na niya. Pinapanood ko lang siyang maghanda ng pagkain habang nakangiti. I can already see him as a husband material! I can't wait for us to get married. But of course, before that we will tell everyone first about our engagement.

Parang kailan lang, I am still avoiding him. Pero ngayon, fiancée ko na talaga si Ryseann.

I texted Marie first na male-late ako ng pasok this morning. Ryseann promised me na ihahatid naman niya ako hanggang sa office ko sa hotel so that he could explain whenever my Kuya will scold me. Yun pa naman, hindi na natanggal ang pagka-suplado.