Te Adore (Book One)

Chapter Fifteen

*That night*
I sat up restlessly on my bed, I hadn't been able to sleep the entire night. I would lay down having a panic attack about having to tell my brother about this but then I'd remember Two 's loving smile. Repeating, "God you're gorgeous." and calming myself back down. I know that if I told him before it got too serious he would control his anger, but he's so protective over me I don't know if I can muster up the courage to do it alone.
*An hour later*
I laid staring at the ceiling, I kept daydreaming over Two when a knock came from my window. I jumped back to consciousness, I cupped my hand over my mouth to stop from screaming as I turned to face the window. Two put his hands up defensively and motioned over to the window. He helped me raise the window up, "What are you doing here Two ?" I questioned kneeling in front of the window. "I can't stop thinking about you darling." he said, placing his hands on the window sill. I giggled, "Neither can I." He smiled back at me, "I love that laugh, C'mere Kitten." He said helping me out of the window and pulling me into a kiss. "Where are you planning to go?" I questioned. "I don't know I'm making this up as I go Baby." He said kissing my cheek and wrapping his arm around my waist and started us off on walking. We walked for a while when we came upon a bench near my house. He pulled me over to the seat and pulled me into a kiss. "We shouldn't have to keep this secret." he said between kisses. I pulled away for a second. "I'm trying Two I really am, but I'm-I'm scared of the outcome." I said looking up at him. "What do you mean." he said confused, "I shouldn't have to be scared of this but I am...I don't know why I just feel like this won't end well." I said I could feel my eyes tearing up. He pulled me into a hug holding me tight and kissing the top of my head. "Hey baby, it's ok." He said consoling me, keeping me as close to him as possible. I curled up on the bench and wrapped my arms around his chest laying against him. He rubbed my back soothingly and I tiredly laid my head against his chest. I felt myself finally shutting down, I had no clue what time it was but it didn't matter. I felt safe and warm and like nothing else could ever or would ever matter. I slowly closed my eyes and fell against him and falling asleep.