When The Clock Strikes at 12✔

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#WTCSA12
Where's Queen

Carmela

Finding answers that you don't even know what to ask is like asking nobody. That's me. Finding answers but don't know where to start.

I totally remember what happened yesterday. From me being abducted by chipmunks to me, going crazy at the Infirmary.

I no longer hear the voices in my head that kept repeating yesterday. I didn't even know why that happened to me yesterday. I was like an insane woman or crazy or what you can call me.

I didn't sleep that much last night. What kept bothering me was why I was abducted and let out freely while Alex suffered inside the coffin? Why did I react insanely yesterday? Why did I kept hearing voices yesterday?

Am I really insane?

I wanted to ask my Mom pero baka wala din akong makuhang sagot mula sa kaniya. I don't have a dad. He died when I was 6 years old because of a car accident. That was my mom told me. Though I didn't even see his face for even one time. I don't  know what be looks like.

My phone vibrated so I picked it up and saw Chandria calling.

"Hello?

"Hoy! Bruha! Asan ka na? Di ka ba papasok?" Gandang bungad.

"Hindi." Tipid kong sagot. Napatingin naman ako sa orasan at nakitang alas otso na nag umaga. Obviously late na ako ng 30 minutes.

"Gaga. Asan ka ngayon? Ayos ka lang ba?" Nakarinig pa ako ng ingay sa kabilang linya at boses iyon ni Jc at nang iba ko pang kaibigan.

Hindi ko maiwasang matawa dahil sa mga pinanggagawa nila.

"Oo ayos lang ako. Bibisitahin ko mamaya si Alex. Sige na bye."

Hindi ko na siya hinintay pang sumagot at agad kong binaba ang tawag. Wala ajong mukhang ihaharap sa kanila matapos akong naging baliw kahapon.

Tumayo ako mula sa higaan at pumunta sa veranda. Napapikit ako habang hinahayaang sayawin ng hangin ang buhok ko.

I have a shoulder length hair and golden brown highlights. Bigla kong naalala si Queen. Kapag may oras ako ay hahanapin ko siya at tanungin tungkol kay Cristina though hindi ako sure kung ang Cristina bang tinutukoy niya ay ang Cristina din na sinasabi ni Chipmunks.

Umalis ako sa veranda at naisipang maligo at pumunta kay Alex habang maaga pa. For sure nandoon si Luke para bantayan si Alex.

Kailangan ko ding tanungin si Alex tungkol sa nangyari sa kanya kahapon at kung nakita o nabosesan ba niya ang naglibing sa kanya.

Laking pasasalamat ko nga sa kanila ni Aju, Luke, Raymundo at Asher dahil sa paghanap nila kay Alex.

Si Aju bukas pa siguro makakapasok dahil sa pamamaga ng paa niya dahil sa nangyari kahapon. Siya ata yung kawawa sa kanila. Siya lang din naman ang nag iisang babae na tumulong doon e.

Pumunta na ako nang banyo para maligo. Ni-on ko ang shower at hinayaang lakbayin ng tubig ang katawan ko.

Cold fresh water makes me calm in this kind of situation. I trailed my hands at my neck and tracing my scar. Was this really from a tree twig? If yes then why do I have the same scar as my friends who died?

Napatingin ako sa salamin ng banyo and I saw myself naked and wet. After a long time of staring at my own eye at them mirror my figure suddenly change. Nakita ko ang maliit kong bersyon around five or six years old sitting on a chair and tied up by rope.