LASTLY, MY FIRST

Part 5 | She Is Not What They Think She Is

LISA

God. The moment I knew it was her. Jennie Kim, my crush------I felt so happy! She has no idea how many times I wanted to kiss her everytime I see her at school.

I decided to bring her to dinner so we can talk privately after we discovered each other at the coffee shop.

I brought her to one of my favorite restaurants with an overlooking view.

"Is this a joke? Did you plan about this, Manoban?" Jennie asked me while we're eating.

"Jen, I swear, I had no single idea it was you." I said.

"So, are we pushing it through?" She asked.

"Honestly, before I came to the coffee shop, I have made up my mind already and supposed to tell that 'JK' that I'm no longer pushing it through." I told her.

"Hmmmm. Why?" She asked with her brows fighting.

"When we talked during lunch this noon, I realized something. I actually thought of----of." I swallowed my saliva and cleared my throat "asking you out on a date. And---and I don't want to be with someone else when I'm with you. But here we are." I told her as I shook my head. I still can't believe this.

"So, what are you planning now?" She asked me.

"Now that I know it's you, I really want to do it. Both." I had to be honest.

"You mean,  date me and have me as your whore?" She asked curiously.

"Will you stop using the term 'whore'?" I said with a bit of disappointment and shook my head.

"What's the difference?" She asked.

"I don't see it that way. Okay. Here. Jen, let's try? I will pay for your tuition in full until you graduate, if you will still allow me. I will have you anytime I want in bed. Because fuck. Jennie, that moment-----the first time I laid my eyes on you, I can't get you off my mind. I have been jerking off thinking about you. Not just once. Not just twice. I mean....I'm sorry. I just can't control my emotions right now. I know I sound disgusting, but I really like you." I said as I wipe my sweat away from my forehead. "I---just only want to do it with you from now on."

"Wow." She said and froze.

"Hey. Just tell me what you want. Ok? I will understand." I told her not realizing I am already caressing her hand on the table.

"Ok Lisa. I really need money. I will just look for other---" What? No. Jennie. You are mine.

"No. You don't have to. Ok. Here. Just. I will still give you the money. Just let me court you. Just be mine whenever I want. Or if you don't want to have sex with me, it's fine."Shit Lisa. What are you going in to? "Just be mine."

I can't read what's on Jennie's mind right now. I really can't. She leaned back to her chair and took a deep sigh. I looked in her eyes and I don't know why I feel like I'm drowning inside her already. She's different. She's different from other girls. I mean, she's not like them who want me just to fuck around. She's hard to get. And I also know, she put herself into this because she wants to finish her studies and there's no other way to go.

"Lisa, let's push it through. Remember our deal? Just sex, no feelings. Let's abide with it. Will you?" She said while crossing her arms on her chest.

"Sure." I answered and took a sip of my wine. Yeah, I understand. She really won't like me back.

"But." She stared at me.

"But what?" I asked.

"We have to set some rules too. How will it....happen and.." She stopped talking and just looked down.

"Let's think of it tonight. If you're available tomorrow, come with me somewhere else since we don't have class and let's talk about the rules. What do you think?" I proposed.

I waited for like three minutes for her to talk.

"Sure. Where are we going?" She asked.

I want to go far away from the city so yeah...

"Beach. If that's okay with you." I asked.

I saw her smile.

"Okay. Beach it is." She said with that sexy voice and drank her wine.

We ended the night talking about random stuff and I brought her home around 11pm.

JENNIE

I still can't process everything. I mean, this is Lisa fuckin' Manoban!
I don't know if I should be happy or afraid or...I don't know.

I just hugged my pillow and closed my eyes for a while.

So, this famous playgirl likes me. I still can't believe it. No one has ever liked me romantically or sexually. I am not even sure if she is true to her words.

Should I believe her?

My thoughts stopped from raging when I got a text.

Lisa: Hi Jen. I still can't believe it was you. Am I still dreaming? Please wake me up.

I smiled reading her text. It's a bit weird that we're no longer talking inside that crazy dating app and already texting like normal human being.

Jennie: Hi! Same here. I am still processing everything. Because...god.. I feel like melting remembering I asked for a photo of your dick. Hahahaha!

Lisa: Hahaha. You have actually seen it straight with your eyes this morning, Jen. I am sorry again for that. I swear, the next time you'll see it, it's going just to be the two of us in a private place. Or...you want it to be in a romantic room?

Jennie: Hahahaha. You're crazy, Lisa. Anyway, we have to sleep. What time are you picking me up tomorrow?

Lisa: Yeah. Maybe 6am? If that's okay with you. And don't forget to bring clothes. We'll be back on Sunday.

Jennie: Alright. Don't forget to bring condom too and our rules.

Lisa: Are you telling me condom is a must already and part of your rules?

Jennie: You might change my mind eventually. Let's see.

Lisa: Ohhh. I never thought Jennie Kim can say something like that and make me really horny right away.

Jennie: Hold on. You might be disappointed.

Lisa: I know I won't. Because with you, this is not just about sex.

Wait. What? Lisa, you are sending me some goosebumps.

Jennie: See you tomorrow, Lis.

Lisa: Can't wait to see you tomorrow, Jennie Kim. I am so happy to know that it was you. Really happy.