LASTLY, MY FIRST

Part 11 | No Biggie, But I love You More

JENNIE

So Lisa and I are officially together for six months already. I moved in with her and as time goes by, I realized one thing, I am falling in love with her more. Why? She's different from what she was, from what people are telling me about her. I don't get in when they keep discouraging me to continue my relationship with Lisa. We are happy. We don't even fight, I mean, sometimes we do but you know, some shallow reasons that will lead us to not talking to each other, but when it happens, Lisa chase me until she gets my forgiveness.

She doesn't even make me jealous to other girls. That's why I am happy. She makes me happy. She gives me reason to fall in love with her more with her simple ways to make this relationship work.

A few weeks from now, Lisa will be graduating from her five year course. She really dreams to be a great Architect. I witness those sleepless nights she had to experience just to finish her thesis. Of course, I make sure that she has my help when she needs it.

It's lunch time and I got a text from Lisa that she's already at the cafeteria with Somi. Somi is one of her classmates and she said, she is her partner now for their final project in one of their subjects. They're together to finalize their report and digital presentations.

Rosé, Jisoo and I approached the cafeteria to have our lunch. The place is not too crowded at the moment since the school year is about to end. Some of them have no classes already. Of all the places, I never expected to see what I didn't expect to happen as well. Here at the cafeteria. Lisa and Somi together, I know they are having a time for their project but what my eyes can see now is a big no no.

"What the fuck?" I said with my brows fighting with each other seeing Somi kneeling between Lisa's legs and looks like she's doing something on her crotch.

Jisoo and Rosé were surprised too.

I approached them and Lisa's eyes found me. She looks pale and could not even swallow her saliva properly.

"Je---Jen, it's not what you think." She pushed Somi and stood up.

"Of all places, Lisa? Really?" I asked her with my eyes starting to tear up and I went away.

"Jen, wait!" She ran after me.

I felt she grabbed my arm and she's catching some air.

"Baby, let me explain. It was not what you were thinking I swear." She said. I don't know what to feel right now. I know I should be listening to her, but I am too sensitive at the moment because I have my girl thing this month and fuck, this is my first relationship. This is the first time I feel jealous. Somi is an intelligent girl. She's hot and undeniably good-looking. And me? I am this old-fashioned woman you never expected to capture Lisa's heart.

"Babe, go back to her. Finish your project. I want to go home. I am not feeling well." I told her after she waited for me to calm down.

"No, I'll go home with you. I'll just get my bag from the cafeteria." She said with worried eyes.

I looked down on her jeans while I cross my arms on my chest and it's freakin wet and she noticed it. I smirked in disbelief.

"Look, Somi and I got too excited because we're almost done with our project. After we deliver our presentation in a few days, I'm done with school and just wait for my graduation. I am all yours and I just want to be yours for the rest of my life, Jen. As much as I don't want to give you reasons to get jealous, we can't control the situation. And it was an accident, Babe. Because of too much excitement, she accidentally swayed her hand to a cup of juice and it spilled on my pants. I am sorry, Baby." Lisa explained to me and she didn't stop saying sorry.