LASTLY, MY FIRST

Part 17 | Ain't Mine?

JENNIE

I was cleaning my room when I heard the door bell hit so many freaking times. I was alone since Seulgi and Aunt Dara looked for a job today so I had to take it by myself. We actually moved out from Lisa's house since her father doesn't stop ruining our lives. We decided to go back to Aunt Dara's place for a week now.

I walked towards the door and got surprised!

"Lisa! Love, you arrived so early than expected, I thought you're going to be here next week! You should've told me so Seulgi can pick you up at the airport." I am so happy hugging Lisa. I am so happy to see her. It actually made me cry. But I noticed she's not hugging me back and did not even smile when she saw me.

"Let's talk." That's all I got from her.

I noticed she's so pale and serious.

"Is it true?" She asked.

"What love?" I asked back.

"You're pregnant?" She asked in her shaky voice. There must be something wrong here.

"Yes, baby. I am and we---" She cut me off.

"With another guy? So you chose to be really a fuckin whore when I am not around, Jennie?" Her voice raised and she is really mad that made me tremble in fear. I don't know. I am too weak whenever someone is mad. I am scared. Why is she even telling me this?

"What are you talking about, Lisa? This is yours---." She cut me off again.

I can't believe this.

"My father has been spying on you. He told me everything. He told me you spend some nights on the red light district." What the fuck, Lisa?

"Whaaaat?!" That's all I said and I just cried. I can't believe this. Where are they getting this information when all I do is work my ass, having overtime so I can repay her and save up for my pregnancy.

And fuck Lisa. This baby is yours. I never let anyone fuck me but you.

"I can't believe you. Get out!" I told her in my crying voice. I went inside my room. But she followed me so mad.

"Am I not enough, Jennie? How much do you need? You just have to tell me. I told you I'll provide whatever you want. Is my dick not enough because I'm away?" She said angrily inside my room. She gripped my arms and it actually hurts. She pushed me on bed.

What is she doing?

She unbuckled her belt and pushed her pants and boxers down.

She came near me and just inserted her thing inside.

"Stop it, Lisa. God. Stop it!"

"This is what you want? I never expected you to cheat on me, Jennie. I am giving you what you want. You are just mine." She thrusted. She is now forcing me to have sex.

"Stop. Please stop." My tears can't stop falling. I am so weak. I am afraid to fight because I might harm the baby inside me.

"Am I not giving you the fuck that you need, huh? Just because I'm away?" She fucked me so deep and it really hurts.

"It's painful, Lisa. Please stop. Please. I am begging. You're hurting me." I begged. I didn't stop her eventually because I won't deny that I Iike this pain and pleasure from her too. In every thrust, even if there's anger in her, I could still feel that she loves me. I missed her so much. But I just wanted us to talk first and she did not listen to me.