Part 15 | Strangled

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JENNIE

It's been three months Lisa and I are just at home. It's vacation and after another two months, classes will start again for my last year in college.

We spent three months of discovering a lot from each other more. We realized we're really compatible in all means. You know, from just our simple choices, the number of kids we want in the future, the kind of life we want to achieve, the projects we will do together as Architect and Interior Designer and all that.

We too discovered a lot of things when we're making love. It gets hotter and hotter and it made us realize we really are a perfect match for each other. The satisfaction intensely gets deeper and deeper. Every lovemaking is like our first time to savor each other. Passionate, wild, sweet and meaningful. Would you mind if I tell you Lisa gives me the best sex I could never inagine to experience with someone else?

It's been three months also that Lisa was trying to look for a job. We are already wondering why no one is calling her back for an interview while Chanyeol and Jimin are already working on some Archi firms for two months now. Lisa is an intelligent person. No doubt she passed the licensure exam right away when it was given after a week she graduated. She's even on the top 10 passers.

I heard her car entering the garage. I hurriedly prepared the dining table because for sure, my girlfriend is already hungry.

"Babe, i love you!" I told her as i ran and hugged her tight when she entered the door.

"I love you, Jennie. I am so in love with you!" She said and kissed me.

I grabbed her to the dining table so we can have our dinner already.

"Jen, I have to tell you something." My brows furrowed being curious on what she's going to say because Lisa looks anxious right now. I looked her straight to the eyes.

"I went to my father this afternoon. I knew all along he's behind this. He blocked her own daughter's name so I couldn't get a job." I am surprised of what she said, but it's no longer new to me that his father can do it.

I held her hand and caressed it and told her to go on.

"He said, I will never get a job here in Seoul as long as he's alive and in the position. How stupid right? He's a monster. Unbelievable!" Lisa is so disappointed and seeing her eyes became watery crushes my heart.

I stood up and sat on her lap and caressed her jaw and nape.

"Baby, tell me more. I know he made some choices for you to choose from." I told her.

"He wants me to---t-to work in Switzerland. He threatened me. He said, he's going to make my life miserable if I decide to go back to Thailand and work there. I know he can't touch me or do something bad with my life if I'm in Thailand. But how about you, our friends. He threatened me." Lisa said stuttering and with her shaky voice.

My heart is crushing. I know where this will lead to.

"Baby, is it okay if I take that opportunity in Switzerland? Then after you graduate, I will get you away from here. Let's get married in Thailand and live there. I just have to do this project in Switzerland for a year. It's a big one, babe. It's going to bring my name up as an architect. It's a governement project."

"And i--I am sch-scheduled to leave tomorrow." She said. My eyes went big in shock. But I have to compose myself. She shouldn't see me sad.

I am so proud of Lisa. I know she can do it and she will succeed. But there's this part of me that I don't want her to leave. What the fuck? Tomorrow in an instant?! But who am I to stop her from chasing her dreams when I also want her to become the best Architect in the world? I love her.

"Love, as much as I don't want us to be away from each other, we really have to. This is your career we're talking about. A year is just you know, tomorrow we'll wake up and be together again. If there's a will, there's a way, love!" I told her on my jolly tone but deep inside i am fucking dying.

"Jennie, i promise I will visit you here from time to time. You let Aunt Dara and Seulgi stay here with you, Babe. I promise we'll talk everyday. I promise I will work hard for you so I can have a name and let's live in Thailand and we'll build our own firm there. When I have a name already, Dad will not be able to get in the way. I'm sorry baby if we have to experience this. I don't want to be away from you, Jen." Lisa tells me while crying. I wiped her tears. I know she is in pain too. But i have to make this situation positive.

"Of course, babe. We will work this out. Think of it as a blessing. This is an opportunity you couldn't miss, my Architect. I will support you all the way and I know you can do it!" I told her and kissed her.

After our dinner, I went upstairs first as Lisa volunteered to wash the dishes. I packed her clothes and other stuff to bring. Why is this so sudden? Why tomorrow? I don't know what's going to happen to us but I should believe in our love.

But what if...what if she found someone there better than me.

I heard Lisa's footsteps towards the room. I immediately wiped my tears. She found me packing her things and bended her body down so she can cup my face.

"Babe, let me do this. You ahould take a rest." She said and kissed me gently on the lips.

"Lisa." The moment I said her name, my tears are flowing while my heart is breaking.

"I will miss you so much. I am scared. I am so scared. What if you'll find someone better than me? Look at me, I am---i am just..your whor--" she cut me and kissed me again.

"How many times I told you never ever consider yourself as a whore because you are fucking not. You mean the world to me, Jennie. You are the most beautiful thing has ever happened to me. I love you and I will never look at someone the way I look at you. I want to have a family and spend the rest of my life just with you. Just you. I am so in love with you Jennie that I can't think of any other person. I am doing this for us. I'm sorry if it has to be painful, my love. But I promise, we will be together again. We will be each other's sunshine everyday even if we're apart. Okay?" Lisa said while hugging me and rubbing back. She kissed my forehead.

I couldn't control myself anymore. I am in pain. I will miss her. I know i have been composing myself since we talked this evening, but I can't help but cry.

We ended the night making love non-stop until we fell asleep. We made love. We fucked. The fuck you couldn't imagine we did. And made love again, with tears and longing. With love and heartbreak.

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