LASTLY, MY FIRST

Part 29 | Let's Talk In French, Baby!

JENNIE

Another month has passed and same day goes like the other. Lisa's presence is still at the house whenever she wants to be with Elijah. She doesn't even care whenever Kai is around and flirting with me. But I have to tell you a secret. There's a lot of time I glance at her face-----her face and sex appeal that can bend both gender. God. Especially when her veins in the arms and fingers emboss on her skin when she carries our son. When she bit her plump lips and wet it. When her eyes stare at you when she talks. Stop it, Jennie. Just stop it.

One time, she and Seulgi had a drink at home and I joined them. I didn't drink, I just ate this milk ice cream and cheesecake I am craving for she bought for me earlier. They were talking about her new interior designer for a project in Paris next week. Seulgi knows her too since that interior designer named Suzy is also into modelling.

"She's really hot, Lis. I swear to god. " Seulgi is talking some shit already. I think they're both drunk.

"Yeah. She's pretty. But not as hot and beautiful as Jennie." Lisa said while checking me out from head to toe. I noticed this ex of mine is having a boner while her eyes are looking at me keenly.

"Lisa. Stop!" I teased her and chuckled. She just gave me this hot wink of a lifetime. Jesus. Jennie, you have a boyfriend.

"Why didn't you two get back together. I mean, Jennie, it's been what? Almost 6 years? You two still look together. And you have a son!" Seulgi in her serious words but funny gestures.

"Having a son is not the only thing that should hold us on, Seul." I told them. Lisa just smiled.

"But you two still love each other?" Lisa and I stared at each other and stayed quiet for a while. Until Lisa spoke.

"Yeah, I still love her. But she doesn't love me anymore. Life right?" Lisa  told Seulgi. "Right, Jennie? Ugh. I should've dreamt of becoming a Doctor instead of an Architect." They both laughed. I just chuckled and shook my head.

"But you are the best Architect now, Lisa!" Seulgi told her.

"No. I still have a lot of things to learn." She humbly said. No? You have almost all the projects in South Korea and abroad and no?

"This is why I don't want to fall in love. I don't want to get hurt, man." Seulgi is being emotional.

"But are you attracted to someone?" Lisa asked her.

"Hmmm. Yeah. She is my boss. Jesus. But Irene Bae is so beautiful." Seulgi's face dropped and shook her head.

"Irene Bae?" Lisa was shocked.

"Yeah. You know her?" Seulgi asked her.

"Of course, she knows her. They almost fucked and I caught them." I answered teasing Lisa.

"Almost. But we never did. She just gave me a blow before you caught us." My ex is too defensive.

"Did you ever cheat on my cousin, Lis?" She asked Lisa again.

"Oh. No. Right after that I realized I am in so deeply in love with Jennie already and I had to ask her out on a date." Lisa said and drank her soju.

"What? Fucking someone else made you realize you love my cousin?" Seulgi asked with her furrowed brows.

"No. No. No. I was already in love with her the first time I laid my eyes on her. But she's too hard to get. You know. She's too intimidating that I wanted to praise her and make her my saint. You know. Then when she caught me with Irene almost having sex, there I realized, I shouldn't be doing this thing with anyone else but with just Jennie." Lisa reached for the bottle and drank again. "I mean, I felt ashamed when I saw the girl of my dreams looking at me on that situation. You get what I mean?" Lisa's face is so red already. We couldn't figure out if it's  because of the alcohol or her story.

I actually blushed too. I remembered how she looked at me before. It's still the same stare she has for me now.

Lisa is so drunk and I didn't let her drive home. We have no choice but to be in the same bed. Seulgi carried Elijah from my room to hers so Lisa and I could fit on my bed.

I changed her clothes and even guided her to the bathroom.

But nothing happened. She promised she won't initiate sex even though she's so horny already. She just hugged me until morning and asked permission if he can bring Elijah with him in Paris next week since it's vacation from school already. Of course, I want her to bond with her son. And knowing that Suzy is going to be with her------------. Kidding. I am actually hoping Lisa can find someone to make her really happy.