LASTLY, MY FIRST

Part 33 | It's Me Again. Lisa.

LISA

I wonder why Jennie is so romantic to me lately. Like even before Eli and I went to Paris. Every time I looked at her eyes, I see my Jennie. The Jennie who belongs to me in the past.

But yeah, maybe this just friendship she is starting to build for us. For our son.

When I got her text, I replied immediately and smiled. I teased her if should I bring wine and condom, but she didn't reply. Oooops! That was improper, Lisa. But later I found out that I was not able to send it. Great, cause it's stupid. But yeah, I am coming. And yeah, without a condom and just wine. I won't let us fall deep in bed while she is in a relationship with that lousy Doctor. So yeah, just wine. And fyi, I cancelled my dinner with my family tonight just for her.

Anything for you, Jennie Kim.

I rushed out from my car when I noticed their door is open. I know Jennie is alone since Aunt Dara, Seulgi and Eli are now at the province. My heart pounded and wished nothing bad is happening right now. This is unusual. Jennie wouldn't leave the door open especially when she's just alone.

As I walk towards the door, I heard her screaming. I didn't waste time and ran inside. I went in her room when I heard ut's where the noise is coming from.

"Fucking shit. Asshole." I said and grabbed Kai's collar when I saw him forcing Jennie to you know..have sex with him. What made me so mad when Jennie is crying and punching Kai's back already.

My emotions are starting to crawl on my nape. I am so angry. I am angry to myself too because I remembered, I also did this to her 5 years ago.

But no. This time, I will do what is right. I won't let anyone, even myself hurt the woman I love so much.

My adrenaline rushed and made me threw Kai to the floor. He pulled his pants up and tried to get up but I kicked him.

I threw a punch on his face. I don't know where I am getting my strength right now. All I know is I am so angry for what he did to Jennie.

"This is for forcing Jennie." Punch. And another punch on his nose.

"Lisa, stop." I heard Jennie crying in bed. I stood up and guided her so she can sit on the edge. I hugged her and rubbed her back. My tears are falling already. I can't take seeing her cry. This is too painful.

Kai groans in pain.

"What happened?" I asked both of them as I sit beside Jennie and held her hand. I wiped the tears from her face.

"She is pregnant." Kai said.

My anger started to grow again.

"Fuck you. What's tour problem, Kai? Your girlfriend is pregnant with your child and you—" I told him and was about to stand up and punch him again but Jennie grabbed my arm.

"That's the problem. She broke up with me last night, and how can that be mine? That child is not mine. She never even wanted to have sex with me. How can that be mine?"Kai said as he wipe the blood coming out from the wound on his mouth.

I looked at Jennie. I have a lot of questions in mind. I know she never had sex with her customers. It's a no no for her.

And. I know. Yes.

Since it's not Kai's, it's mine.

"Ours, right?" I looked at her in the eyes, rubbed her back and asked her.

When she nodded, I suddenly got up and kicked Kai's knees.

"Lisa, stop. Please." Jennie sobs.

I kneeled and gave a lot of punches on this asshole's face.

"You fucking forced the mother of my children to do what she doesn't want to happen between the two of you." I said angrily as I still punch him non-stop.

Jennie came near us and held my back. Then suddenly I became calm.

I stood up and grabbed Kai's shirt and brought him out of the house.

I rapidly went back inside to check on Jennie. She's at the living room. Crying on the couch.

I kneeled in between her legs and cupped her face with my hands.

"Go on. Release all the pain inside. I am here. I will never leave you. I will never ever leave you again. Please don't push me away. We'll get through this, Jennie. I won't let anyone hurt you again." I told her while wiping her tears. I can't control and tears fall from my eyes too.

She then snaked her arms on my nape and hugged me.

I just let her cry. I let her release all the pain she has inside.

I know what happened earlier also reminded her of what I have done to her in the past.

But now, I will never ever leave. I will make her feel that I am not just a partner to her but also a best friend who understands every dust of pain she has.

I took a glass of warm water and let her drink when she's slowly becoming calm.

I insisted that we should go to my house for tonight. I won't let her sleep on her bed and think of what happened there all night.

We arrived home. I prepared a hot and calming bath for her and I even joined her in the bathtub. I slowly scrubbed her skin. I wipe every tear that falls on her face. I kissed her everywhere.

We went to bed and I made sure she has my comfort---that she has me. I hugged her tight as she placed her head on my chest. I just stared at her and hugged her tighter whenever her body bolts in sleep. She might be having a nightmare.

I am never letting this woman go ever again.

I love her. And I really really do love Jennie Kim.