I CHOOSE CALAMITY

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I would like to think I Chose to love you
But whatever it is I felt for you
Was never much of a choice
I fell for you like I was falling asleep
Closing my eyes as my body muscles relaxed
Giving in to the pulling force of nature as my heart surrendered to your love
I stretched myself and got comfortable with your hands feeling so right as they wrapped around my waist
I was in love with you
And you knew it
I hated myself over it
Because I had no control over it
And yet my body, soul and mind felt at peace
Truth be told there was absolutely nothing radiant about this experience
You were you and I was me
We were different from each other
So different that we became attracted to one another
I laughed at all your jokes
I couldn't help it, they were hilarious
In fact they were stupid
And that's what I loved about you
You were not afraid to humiliate yourself just to impress the girl
You reminded me of my father
He always got people cracking up
And thus no one ever saw our struggle
They just saw a family
It was comforting
And that's what I saw in you
A place I could be comfortable at
A place I could be me without any judgement
A place worth becoming a home
So I Chose you
You and everything that came with you
Cause as for me
You were the one
As for me
You were my light
Who would be with my heart till my eyes went black
As for me
Your were the one
I always knew
Your were the one
And I had my doubts
I'll admit
We were halves incomplete
Then we found ourselves
Intertwined with each other's souls
So I will stay with you love
Through the storms I will stay
And I will always put you first
The same way you put me first too
You are one
Just for me
You and I
And I have no doubt
In my mind
That this was meant to be
I will love you my love till the end of time
Thank you for loving me.

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