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Chapter 24: Restored Happiness

      Chapter 24: Restored Happiness

     I woke up with a severe headache as I felt a tad bit confused. I actually don't remember anything. I barely remember getting in my room or falling asleep. I remember I found out that Christopher is dating Peach. And they both lied to me about it. And then Noah was flirting with Aya Khou. And then we got into a fight because Josh and I were talking and accused me of being a whore. And then he hit me and then he left with Aya leaving me at our party. And then I remember Josh gave me a drink and we talked and the rest is pretty much a blur. I can't remember anything else after that. And I'm stuck unable to figure out what happened to me.

I look around in my bedroom seeing myself alone in my king sized bed that I sleep with Noah in. And I looked over, seeing the clock reading 10:47am. I realize that I was under the sheets and I am naked. My dress isn't on. When did I take off my dress? And I took the sheet wrapping it around my body. And I got up feeling very achy. So achy as if I been hit and run over by a truck. I saw the bloody sheets. Did Josh and I...? No. I wouldn't do that even if I was drunk. But I have no memory of anything. Did Josh spike my drink?

    I don't even know where Josh is. And I was just confused beyond everything. I have no track of memory from my last consciousness moments. And I had only one thing I knew what to do. I saw my dress from last night was just lying on the floor with my panties. I felt like my below area was throbbing in pain. So I'm aware something happened to me and I saw the blood on the sheet of the bed as if maybe I had been taken advantage of. And I know something has happened to me. And I am terrified of whatever has happened.

    I gasped and I had quickly grabbed my robe and I had ran into my bathroom locking it. Once I turned on the shower I had took my robe off allowing it to fall down behind me by my ankles. And I had looked in the mirror and I saw bruises on my body. My wrist and forearms had black and blue bruises on my flesh. And I am absolutely unsure what to do about how I feel achy and how my body has bruises. And I can't believe I have no idea of what happened to me last night after I blacked out.

I took my hair out of the messy bun and I had gone into the shower trying to feel better. I let the hot water pour down me. My forearms and wrists had bruises on them like crazy. And I know Noah grabbed onto me hard last night but not that hard to look like this. What did Josh do to me?

I closed my eyes trying my best to remember everything. But it wasn't there. I was fucking raped I know it. But would Josh do that? He did kiss me and I told him I didn't think of him like that. And he agreed. And then after I got dizzy and my vision was fuzzy. And my head was pounding and I remember Josh helping me to the room but it's still hazy. I just felt terrified that Josh could still be here after what he did to me. And the only thing I did was just move my hair out of my face while the water soaked my body head to toe. The bruise on my left arm looked nasty. It could be from Noah but like I said, he didn't grab me that hard. This is more like a violent bruise. And I'm not crazy. I feel something is wrong. Especially after I blacked out and how I have no memory. I was drugged and raped by Josh. I just know it. Not to mention my clothes were removed and blood on the bed on the sheets. So I'm certain.

Once I was done taking my shower, I returned back to my bedroom in my towel, I put my new pair of bra and panties on and I threw on my silk red knee length robe. And I decided to towel dry my hair and I just have been confused as it was on my head. Suddenly I heard footsteps which terrified me. I gasped backing away as I heard the door open, seeing Josh. And what I saw was Josh being this person who acted as if something was more between us. And I could see right on his face that he knew that I was afraid of him and that I wasn't dumb. I knew exactly what had happened even if I have no memory of it.