Many of these oneshots will be based of differing headcanons and possibly some rps that I have participated in.
TW: implied suicide, crying/panicking, feeling ignored
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Anti sits on a rock, alone. The only company being the rocks and trees of the cliff.
"Hey.. I uh.. I've been waiting.." He speaks softly before looking up, if anyone was there and looking they would have seen Anti's bloodshot eyes and wet nose. "Is anyone coming?" He sees no one around and his chest pounds. His breath quivers as he stares ahead of him, trying not to cry.
They're not coming. They never wanted to come out here.
He sniffles and wipes at his nose with the back of his hand. He tears up, again, and stands up.
It's fine.. I'll just go by myself.
He starts walking, to what he was apparently going to show, and blinks furiously to keep his vision somewhat clear.
After some walking and tripping, Anti passes under a stone archway. He sniffles and smiles a bit, seeing the waterfall in the distance.
The area is a secluded part, right at the edge of a cliff. He had found this place yesterday and had waited.. a long time.. for one of the others to join him.
The grass is soft and the air is cool, courtesy of the falls not too far away. He glitches and blinks, taking in the quiet of this place.
"It's so nice here.. right-.." He cuts himself off, remembering that no one came with him. He whimpers and screams, not like anyone would hear him anyway. He trembles and tries catching his breath, the scream and crying messing with his lungs.
No one cares! No one! I could just disappear and no one would notice!
He cries and wipes at his face, failing to stop crying. One step.. Two steps.. He stands closer to the edge and stares down.
They've never wanted to see what I had to show.. And no one will see me leave.
His breathing picks up and he stares, frozen in place. Tears flow down and fall onto the rocky edge, the urge to just.. go down like a tear.
I dont want to die..
His foot edges closer.. He cries and screams as he launches himself back to safety. He holds his head and collapses to the floor. He holds his head tightly, yelling and fighting with himself.
"WHY SHOULDNT I?!" He shakes, a crying, panicking mess on the ground. He looks at the edge, where he was standing and cries harder.
It would be over! All of it! No one would have the chance to ignore me!
The once quiet, secret place is filled with Anti's crying and screams. No one heard him through it all.
Even when silence returned.
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Septic Ego Oneshots
Fiksi Penggemar[ Art not mine!! ] Most likely just going to be Anti one shots (*kinnie noises*), but I'm going to try my hand at the other egos cause they are all amazing. :] And I feel that I should also mention that I am in no way a schedule tight person, so upl...
