Euphoria

12. Love love and love

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Let the fluff and cries begin

{Sorry for any mistakes}

(Time jump to 2 weeks later also)
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"How could you do that!" Zayn screams at a crying perrie.

He's fuming. He's pissed. He's angry mad everything.

"Zayn I-I"

"Shut up! You don't get to talk!" He yells in her face making her sob.

He's pulling his hair and pacing and no no no this is all wrong.

This shouldn't be happening he wants to cry and scream and punch something.

Everything is ruined forever. How could this have happened.

"Zayn I swear I thought-" she tries.

"No shut the fuck up!" Zayns face is red and there's tears in his eyes.

He can't even look at her. She's vile and evil and he's disgusted. So he turns and walks towards their bedroom.

He can't believe he let things get this far. He's angry at her but mainly at himself. He's relieved but angry and confused but mainly angry.

"What are you doing?" She asks frantically.

"I'm leaving" he pushes past her and puts as much clothes as he can in a tiny suitcase.

"No n-no I need you zayn please" she sobs falling to her knees in front of him.

But he just keeps walking. Zayn could just explode right now. He should've known. Should've known the minute she showed him the pregnancy test that something wasn't right.

He can't believe he was stupid enough to fall for it. Can't believe he was stupid enough to hurt Liam, again. Oh god Liam.

Liam

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Yep Liam had hit rock bottom. He's had worse happen. Obviously. But this just.. It hurts. There's no other way to put it.

He's jealous of perrie. He wants to be the one laying next to zayn.

He's jealous of the love they have. He wants that. He wants zayn to love him back.

But he wishes zayn the best.. Even if it hurt when he found out .. He should be happy.

Even if he's crying his eyes out on his bed.

He's been crying and oh god he loves zayn. Oh zayn.

Zayn

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He's running

His lungs burn

His feet hurt

His heart is racing

He's got to get there though. He's almost there. He couldn't wait so he ran. Didn't even bother to get his suitcase.

He's almost there.

It can't be to late.

He's knocking on the door quickly. He's trying to catch his breath but it all seems to leave when the door opens.

God Liam's so beautiful.

"Oh" Liam rubs his face a little. "I-I didn't know you were coming" he tries to smile, awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.

Zayn doesn't zayn anything, just pushes him inside gently. God Liam is so beautiful.

"Um zayn.." Liam looks at him confused.

But zayn just leads him to the couch. Zayn sits first then pulls Liam into his lap so he's straddling him. He looks confused but dammit is he something.

"Your so beautiful" zayn whispers, carefully running his finger over all of Liam's features.

"But zayn what about p-"

"She's no one" zayn replies quickly.

Liam's so warm and zayn wants to stay like this forever. He's wasted so much time. This could've been them a long time ago. He couldn't done so many things to change their future. He couldn't helped Liam.

"But I-" Liam's cut off again.

"No listen to me she's no one.. It's you Liam" and zayns staring at him with so much love Liam cries a little.

"It's always been you and-and it took me this long to realize it but.. But I'm here now and I want you Liam all of you I want everything" he kisses Liam's forehead, cheeks and neck.

"I-I want you too" Liam whispers. They're so close and he feels the love. It's almost suffocating how much he feels in this moment.

"I love you"

And then they're kissing

"God I love you I love you so much you don't understand I feel like I'm suffocating because I love you so much and your literally everything I want" zayn holds him tightly. Chest to chest, they can feel each other's heartbeats.

"I love you too" Liam's crying but that doesn't stop zayn from capturing his lips with his own.

It's slow and loving and this feels like everything to them. They've been waiting for this moment and it's almost to much they feel as though they could explode.

"God your so beautiful Liam" zayns giving him that look again. That warm look and Liam loves zayn so much.

"I love you" they whisper in unison.

They kiss and kiss and kiss and then Liam's shirt is off. Zayns warm soft lips on his neck and chest. Zayns shirt is off and Liam admires his beauty giving his chest loving kisses.

"I love you" zayn whispers in his ear while pulling his jeans and boxers off. All he feels is happiness and excitement and love and lust.

"I love you" Liam whispers as zayn touches him in the most intimate way possible.

"Your so beautiful" zayn admires as he watches Liam's face. Small moans escaping his mouth as he thrusts in slowly. "I'm such an idiot for hurting you."

"I-I love you so much" Liam moans kissing him deeply.

Liam always hoped his first time would be special. And although that didn't happen. This feels like his first time. He feels the love and everything. He's giving himself to zayn completely and zayn doing the same.

"It's always been you I've always wanted you, you only" zayn whispers lovingly, kissing his neck and burying his face in it as his pace quickens slightly.

Zayns so slow and gentle with Liam. Takes his time and makes sure Liam is ok and never hurt. And every time he looks into those beautiful eyes of his he melts a little. He's biting his lip and they're clinging to each other.

Liam's never felt closer to someone.

And as they lay in each others arms that night Liam can't help but smile. Zayn is everything he's ever wanted. He doesn't know what'll happen in the future but he doesn't care.

As long as he has zayn.

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[i didn't go to into it on the smut but if you want I could *wink*

Cmon I know you love me]

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