𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 • 𝙈𝙋

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘

New Jersey, A Week Later
Hell- I Mean The Park 😃

"What the fuck do you expect me to do?!" I yelled.

"Let me beat the fuck outta him and make sure he can't stick his dick in nothin else-"

"So now I'm a thing?"

"You know that's not what I meant-"

"But you don't know what I mean when I tell you I was never pregnant?! Fuck off Mattia."

"I'm just trying to help you-"

"How are you helping me?! You handled this in such a bad way. On top of that, you're yelling at me just like he was and you think that's gonna fix things? Everything was fine before you started believing strangers over me." I was on the verge of tears and I don't know why.

I hate crying and I definitely don't want Mattia to see me cry. I was just so frustrated though.

"It made sense at the time! I was over thinking!"

"Hmm, I wonder why? Maybe because you were too busy getting high?!"

"I was getting rid of the stress! Hearing all that shit was too much, and there's nothing I can fucking do about it!"

"That's what I keep telling you! So just let it go."

"How do you except me to let something like that go? I can't get over the fact that you don't care. And as your boyfriend I'm pretty sure I'm allowed to be mad-"

"Who's boyfriend? We stopped dating after you couldn't trust me five seconds into our relationship."

"Are you serious?! We're still together Rhiya!"

"We're on a break. You're getting on my fucking nerves right now."

"And Jayden is getting on mine-"

"Jayden's in Florida! Fuck him! Just forget about it. I don't wanna keep fighting with you."

"Do you think I wanna fight with you? No! You just should've said something-"

"Well I just did last week. Now what? What did that fix? Nothing. Leave it alone."

I started walking home and he followed behind me, but I just ignored him. He asked me to meet up, and it was a nice day out so we met up at the park. I'm starting to wish we didn't.

We haven't had any kind of interaction for a whole week, I thought talking this out would help, but clearly not. I'm so happy nobody else was there.

"Wait, ok, I will... I'll try. I don't want our relationship to end before it even started." I sighed and stopped walking, then turned to face him.

"I'm not breaking up with you, we're gonna fight, that's normal. I just wish you would trust me more."

"I do trust you. I'm just still a little caught up on the Jayden thing. I feel like we could've done more-"

"I know. Just leave it alone, at least for now. Please Tia?" He nodded his head and I opened up my arms for a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back.

"Sorry." He mumbled before kissing my cheek.

"It's ok, but this isn't gonna work if we can't trust each other, okay?" He pulled away from the hug and nodded.

"Okay, I know." He assured. "You wanna go somewhere else? I don't really like PDA."

"Who said we were doing that?"

"Not me, cause I don't like PDA." He laughed. Mattia wrapped an arm around my waist and we continued walking.

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