When we fall apart

11

"Is that your way of asking me to kiss you?" Billie asks. Celestial nods her head yes and suddenly gets all soft and shy.
"I'm all yours, come here angel" Billie says. Celestial shifts herself closer to Bille and leans in to kiss her. Celestial uses her body to press Billie down on the couch as they kiss. She lays on top of Billie, as the kiss gets more heated Celestial starts to grind on Billie's thigh and kiss down her neck. Billie tilts her head to the side to give Celestial more access, letting out a soft moan when Celestial findable her sweet spot.
Celestial stops for a moment to admire Billie, "You're so pretty." She says, slightly tilting her head to the side.
"You are too princess." Billie says back.
Celestial re-adjusts how she is sitting and then realizes something as she looks down. "Is everything okay?" Billie asks. "Yeah, I just kinda got your sweat pants a little wet... I'm sorry." Celestial says after noticing she soaked through her pajama bottoms.
"You're so cute, come here." Billie says and pulls Celestial back down to kiss her, "it's okay besides, not only is that extremely hot but I am also very wet too" Billie tells Celestial followed by a little giggle.
Their lips reconnect but only for a moment. "Billie.. is it okay if we just cuddle now? I don't think I'm ready yet." Celestial tells Billie.
"Of course it's okay, lemme just sit up a bit." Billie says.
They both change positions a bit and Billie leans close to Celestial, resting her head on her chest.
Celestial runs her fingers through Billie's hair and kisses the top of her head, "I'm sorry bil, it's just that..." she starts to say before Billie interrupts by saying, "There is absolutely no reason why you should apologize, we can wait as long as you want. If you ever feel understand please don't hesitate to tell me. Besides, sex isn't the most important part of any relationship. I just want to be with you regardless of how that time is spend.I really really care about you..."
"Billie... I think... I think I... l-love you." Celestial stutters, barley getting out. Billie, still laying her head on Celestail's chest, grabs her hand and says, "I love you too Celestial."
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(TW?)
Love is such a new concept for Celestial, she's been told she's "loved" but only so she'll do what people want. She's never loved before and has only ever felt love with Billie.
Growing up her parents would say how "good of a child" she is and how much they love her but only because they wanted her to play along with their sick game.
Children need to be loved, especially by there parents. Celestial tried to believe she was loved and love them back, but her parents used the fact that children crave parental love and manipulated her with it. She was only told "I love you." before and after her parents would pimp her out for drugs. Growing up she was made to believe that, love equaled sex regardless of how you "think you feel."
With Billie, it's different and it's something Celestial hasn't experienced before.

A/N: ooop no smut for you guys yet! It will happen but not for a bit longer. I'd appreciate your feedback!