When we fall apart

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Celestial takes the day to go to her appointment, the therapist couldn't do it there so Finneas and Claudia drove her to her appointment.
Billie is still very much, "out of it" but seems restless with our Celestial by her side.
Every so often she'll made faint little whimpers or scrunch her and just seem uncomfortable.
"Where is she?" Billie asks still half asleep.
"She's at an appointment, she won't be gone long." Maggie says to her daughter
Billie sighs and closes her eyes, falling back asleep for a moment.
She rustles in her bed a bit and says, "ow" a few times.
"I want her here." Billie says.
Maggie places her hand on Billie's, "She will be back very soon."
"Now." Billie whines
"She loves you very much, seeing you two grow up together and slowly fall in love has been such a beautiful thing to whiteness. You guys will have plenty more years spent together, I'm sure of it." Maggie tells Billie.
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"How did it go?" Finneas asks Celestial as she gets into his car.
"It went well, thank you." She answers.
"Did you need anything to eat or?" Finneas asks.
"No it's okay, just take me back to my girl." Celestial tells Finneas
He starts the car and heads off back to the hospital.
Celestial bounces her leg form anxiety, she just wants to be back with Billie.
"We will be there soon." Claudia tells her, picking up on her anxiety
They make it to the hospital parking lot and Celestial hurry's out of the car, into the building and back up to Billie's room.
She knocks on the door and Maggie opens it, before anyone can say anything Billie opens her eyes and softly smiles. "My baby." Billie says
"I love you so much." Celestial says gently kissing Billie on the lips and laying next to her.
"She missed you, she's been restless and irritated all afternoon." Maggie tells Celestial
"Aw I am so sorry bubs, I'm here now. I'm back. I'll always come back to you" Celestial says to Billie.
She runs her fingers through Billie's hair like she always does but this time her hair falls out in clumps.
"Oh my poor Billie." She says and starts to cry.
The time has come for Billie's head needing to be shaved. It's falling out like crazy and it'll be easier for everyone to just shave it.
"Billie, we gotta shave this off." Celestial says
Billie mumbles something but no one knows what she says.
Celestial helps Billie sit up and Billie rests the side of her face on Celestial's hand while Patrick shaves her head.
"I just want to be better." She says
Once Patrick is done Billie sighs and leans her back up against her bed looking defeated.
Celestial knows for a fact Billie feels lost with out her hair, she's always loved doing different things with her hair but never wanted to shave it off.
So, she does what any good friend would do.
"Give me that, patty!" Celestial says, taking the shaver out of Patrick's hands and before anyone can stop her takes it right down the middle of her head. Billie, for the first time in a while laughs.
"Here let me see that!" Billie says.
Celestial hands the shaver over to Billie and let's Billie shave off all her red curly locks.
Billie laughs and Celestial laughs with her.
Before anyone could stop them, they are both bald.
"Caillou lookin ass bitch." Billie says to Celestial
"Oh okay ms fault in our stars. What ever you gotta say to her you through the night." Celestial says back.
Billie laughs and then says, "bitch, you hope I make it through the night! Who knows at this point."
Celestial sits there in disbelief of Billie's sense of humor
"Haha! I win!" Billie announces.
"I love you." Celestial says and playfully laughs.
Billie laughs too and then says, "I love you too.... Caillou lookin ass bitch"

A/N: boom, another chapter