Surrendered

Chapter Nineteen : Captured

Chapter Nineteen

Snoke made the decision in my fourth month to announce the pregnancy to the First Order and then the galaxy. It was a show of force and strength that there was soon to be a First Order heir. 

I was allowed to join more of the meetings, although my input was mostly ignored. But it was nice to have some sort of routine. The morning sickness continued, which I struggled with greatly. In most normal pregnancies this would have subsided by now but I was left to struggle on with it. Even now in my sixth month I was struggling.

Today was like any other, I woke up alone and dressed for the day. I struggled to eat my breakfast as normal, my stomach was doing flips. I reached down on my abdomen for some relief which didn't come. I was so conflicted, being pregnant with a child I didn't want as it made me so ill. After I forced enough breakfast down I walked along the ship as I usually did to get to my daily meetings. But today alarms rang out as chaos ensued troopers stormed past me in the corridors and I griped my light sabre for protection.

The resistance was here and as usual I had no idea where Kylo was, it was up to me to protect our baby. As I turned there was a flash of white material, a sting in my neck and everything went black.

When I came to, I was aware that I was on a ship, it was loud and my wrists were cuffed together. My eyes finally settled into focus and I gazed over to a woman-it was the scavenger.

"You" I snarled at her, how dare the junk yard animal take me from my home.

"We are here to help." She tried to reassure me.

"You just want my baby" I growled at her, this poor child will never a know a normal life if everyone kept trying to take claim of it. It infuriated me how many coveted them, and they hadn't even taken their first breath yet.

"We want what's best, the General just wants to speak with you." She explained.

"And then what, you drop me back off? And we go back to being enemies? I don't think so." I rolled my eyes how gullible did these idiots think I was? They clearly weren't going to just have a conversation with me and let me leave they wouldn't go to this much effort.

"What did you give to me? If it's hurt my child I will kill you" I threatened remembering that I'd been injected before blacking out.

"It's safe, we don't want to hurt you" 

"Then why am I bound" I snarled as I help up my wrists.

"We won't hurt you but we don't know if you can promise the same" Rey explained.

"Have you seen the size of me? Believe me I am not fighting anyone anytime soon." I glared at her, it was true that although only in my sixth month I'd become so big and heavy it would be pointless trying to fight. I'd have to be more cunning than that to escape, my strength was not a skill I could call upon anymore.

The next few hours I sat in silence, refusing to answer any of Reys questions and trying to ignore the urge that I had to pee. This was the worst thing about pregnancy, losing control of my own body. I had shielded myself well from Rey but she could see my discomfort as I shifted to try and release some of the pressure on my bladder.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

"Fine."

"I know you aren't, is it the baby?" There was genuine concern in her voice but I assumed that it was just fear for the child, the resistance clearly just wanted it for their cause.

"I need to pee." I admitted, feeling embarrassed.

"Oh, the freshers just this way." Rey got up easily.