Life's Lonely Road (A Poetry Collection)

Burying the Past

I wake up covered in sweat
drink with the excretions of my own regret

I tried not to acknowledge her
but she's everywhere I look
waiting just around the corner
seemingly buried in a book

she always wears a smile
it's that joy that I most dread
I know that she's not real
That she's just in my head
an apparition a ghost
that want to go to bed

Her look is always taunting me
And she's always haunting me

I think she may aim to consume me
to rule over me through fright
and at the pace that were going
who knows she just might

I've already said that I'm sorry
what more must I do to make it right
Oh look at Charlie begging
now aint that a pathetic sight
you killed me you asshole
and buried me the same night

I loved you Charlie why couldn't you just see
I had just had your baby he was only turning 3!

look sweetie I'm sorry
I don't know what else to say
I guess I was in  A foul mood
I was probably having a bad day

a bad day a bad day  So my life I pay
couldn't you have turned your cheek
Ann just look the other way
a bad day a bad day a bad day so you say
you buried me in the desert
And you treated me like a stray

Well I brought you flowers
So see it's not all that Bad!
Charlie what exactly are you implying
Ohh am I supposed to be glad
well I'm sorry they weren't roses
But it was all that they had

What did you do steal them from church
Straight from Sunday mass
You know what you Keep your cheap ass flowers
Matter of fact You can shove them up your ass

See what I mean something just never change
not in life and not in death
Do you think it may be possible to close
your lips and hold your breath
because right now I'm praying to God
That he would just make me deaf

U Pray to a higher power I must say im impressed
Has he healed you touched your life have you been blessed?

What Charlie you dont wanna listen to me
Dont you wanna hear what I have  to say
Truthfully, Not really I'm just hoping
That you'd please go away!

What and miss out on the chance to haunt you
To drive you completely insane
Enjoy the mental anguish
And the psychological strain
It may be in vain that I choose this lane
For you to taste the pain and embrace the bane

Misery is what you want you evil ass witch
Now I remember why I dug that ditch
Because you never could just stop
Its was always Birch, Bitch, Bitch!

Thats it Charlie just you wait,
You just watch and see
I'm gonna haunt your ass
For all of eternity

Ha Ha thats funny now aint that a thought
Ohhh honey you stink your starting to rot

Charlie where are you going?
Why are you running so fast
Because somethings are better off
Left in the past

Excuse me son can you repeat yourself?
What did you say?
I said I killed my girlfriend
just the other day
Now she haunting me
And won't go away

Son you know that this is serious
You know I have to place you under arrest
I know thats fine
its all for the best
I just couldn't take it no more
I had to get it off my chest

So can I ask what your waving at?
What do you see in that mirror,
Not now officer slow down
Shes buried right around here

I'm sorry sweetheart but its time for you to run
Now that I've accepted responsibility for the actions I have done.

The next 20 years in prison it should be a blast
But thats what happens when you bury the past!

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