Confused [COMPLETED]

Chapter 21

ADIELLE

Hot tears keeps on running down my face as I drove myself somewhere, di ako dumiretso sa bahay baka salubongin ako ng mga tanong nina mama.

While driving, pa ulit-ulit na pumapasok sa isip ko yung eksena kanina.

I can't help myself to think that, they look good together. Venice is so beautiful, so elegant and classy. While me? Anong panlaban ko dun? I'm just the girl na sinaktan yung boyfriend nya.

Na tagpu-an ko nalang yung sarili kong nag park sa isang bar, I get out of the car and went inside the bar.

I immediately went to the bar counter, and order the strongest drink they have. I'm planning to get wasted tonight.

Agad naman yung binigay sakin ng Bartender at nag simula na akong uminom.

From shot glass to a whole bottle, from 1 bottle to I don't how many. I just want to forget about the pain even just for a while.

I-inomin ko na sana yung hawak kong alak ng may pumigil dun.

"Okay that's enough." Pigil sakin nung kung sinong gagong nilalang na kumuha ng p*t*ng*n*ng bote na ini-inoman ko.

Nilingon ko ito at sinamaan ng tingin.

"Who the hell are you?! And mind your own fucking business!" Sigaw ko sa lalaking pumigil sakin. Even though I feel dizzy, nakakaya ko paring sigawan tong lalaking to.

"Who the hell am I? I'm just the owner of this bar, and even though I really love looking at people who's enjoying themselves here in my bar. I really can't let you get wasted. It's not that I care about you, but do you see those men looking nasty at you?" Turo nya sa mga lalaki kuno na naka tingin sakin, I really can't see them because my vision is slightly blurry.

Tumango nalang ako, kahit di ko nakikita.

"And so?" Tanong ko habang uminom sa bote na nakuha ko mula sa kanya.

"If those men do something to you, and they did it inside my bar. Your body will be missing, and then police officers will start to interrogate me because your body went missing and the scene was done here in my fucking bar. Because you are last seen here, they'll temporarily close my bar because they want to investigate, and maybe try get some clues. So on and so forth. And that's what I want to prevent, and that's why I'm stopping you from getting wasted." Mahabang sabi nya na ikinakunot ng noo ko. What the hell is this man talking about? Ang advance mag isip nitong gagong to.

"What the fuck are you talking about? Leave me alone." Inis na asik ko sa kanya.

But sadyang matigas ang mukha ng gago at tumabi pa nga sakin, kunti nalang talaga. I don't care kung sya yung may-ari ng bar nato, sasapakin ko to.

Di ko nalang sya pinansin at nagpatuloy nalang ako sa pag-inom, paminsan minsan ay napapansin kong napapatingin sya sakin. At bigla namang babawiin kapag sinamaan ko sya ng tingin.

I don't know kung ilan na yung na inom kong alak, basta ang alam ko lang ay umiikot na yung paningin ko. Di ko nga alam kong nasa tabi ko pa yung asungot dahil hindi na nagsasalita.

Napipe na siguro ang gago.

That's what I thought ng bigla syang nag salita.

"Okay, seriously bruh. You are wasted." Papansin tong gagong to, feeling close amp.

"Pwaki mo?!" Sigaw ko sa kanya habang naka subsob yung mukha ko sa counter.

"Oy, buhay ka pa?" Tanong nya habang sinundot-sundot yung mukha ko.