Beautifully Chaotic

Chapter 32

I sit numbly on the patient bed as a nurse cuts open my shirt. "Luna, your stitches have ripped open, your healing has seemed to speed up. I am just going to bandage it. Do  you need any painkillers?" She asks softly.

"No." I reply as she applies the bandage hands me a clean shirt. "You have blood all over you, if you would like, the washroom is that way." She suggests.

I get up and grab a towel from the counter before my eyes meet my own. Horror.

Blood is stained and smeared on my cheeks and abdomen as well as my arms. My hair is soaked, the rain caused the blood to run down everywhere.

My hands trembke as I try my best to get the blood off of me. His blood.

I put on the shirt once I'm finished and make my way out. "Luna, he is in ICU. There was alot of damage. His heart stopped multiple times but we were able to revive him." The doctor says.

I feel relief rush through me. "Thats good." I breathe out. Her face says the opposite. "What?" I ask softly. "We aren't sure if Alpha will wake up." She says softly.

"But theres a chance?" I question. "Yes." She informs me. "Thats better than no chance. Take me to him." I mumble.

She nods her head abruptly and leads me to his room. The heart monitor beeps steadily. "Shouldn't he be able to heal faster since he is an alpha?" I ask the doctor, my voice breaks.

"The knife was silver and was unfortunately laced with wolfsbane. It knicked his heart. We repaired the damage and have set him on an antibiotic drip as well as blood infusion."

I nod my head and sit in the chair beside the bed as she leaves the room. "So this is how you always felt? Is this payback?" I whispers softly as my hand grips his unusually cold one.

My heart hammers in my chest as a tear slips down my cheek. "We made a promise to each other. I came back, now it's your turn." I tell him.

I smooth back his hair and kiss his cheek. His mom rushes in with tear stained cheeks and red eyes. Her hands tremble as a sob escapes her throat. "What happened?" She asks as she stumbles to his side.

"He was stabbed." I tell her. "Stabbed? By whom?" She whispers. "A vampire. He is in the cells." I inform her. "I trust you to handle that leech." She seethes as she grips onto his other hand. "I will." I promise.

She looks to me with sadness in her eyes. "You just recovered only for him to fall. I pray to the moon goddess that once he wakes, she will you give a good long break." She tells me as she pulls the blanket further up his chest.

"Excuse me." I say softly. She looks shocked for a second before nodding. "I'll be back in a moment."

I make my way toward the cells with a burning hate filled fire raging inside me. "Open the door." I tell the gaurd. The vampire struggles against the chains and vines but instantly stops when he see me.

"He is alive but they don't know if he will wake." I inform him. His eyes hold reflief causing me to smirk. "Don't look relieved. Why did you stab my mate?" I ask as I bring my hand up causing his body to rise.

His silence adds fuel to my anger. "Answer me and I will make your death quick." I growl as my hand wraps around his throat. I push him hard into the concrete wall causing it to crumble.

He coughs up blood and nods as I drop him. "My coven, it was destroyed by wolves." He answers. "By Dylans pack?" I ask. "I'm not sure." He chokes out as the vines tighten. "You're not sure?" I ask harshly. "So you stab an innocent man?!" I yell as fury rages in my  tone.

"It happened a year ago when I was away!" He yells as sadness drips from his voice. I let out annoyed growl. "We weren't here a year ago." I state as my eyes narrow. "Rogues are the ones who killed your coven and they are dead. You stabbed my mate for no reason." I yell.

"I'm sorry. Please." He begs. His eyes hold am emotion I have once seen in my own. Hopelessness. "I'll give you what you want." I whisper.

His eyes switch and hope blooms. "Thank you." he whsipers as he closes his eyes. My eyes lock with the gaurds as my hand dives into his chest and my hand wraps around his none beating heart.

I rip it out and drop it to the floor as his body goes limp. "He is with his family now. Clean this up please. Burn him. It's the only way." I tell the guards.

"I thought you would let him go." Seth tells me as he walks beside me. "That's not ehat he wanted." I mumble as we climb the steps. "Are you sure?" Seth questions. I nod and pat his cheek. "I'm sure. Go get Axel please. Inform him of the Alphas state." He nods once before running back to the pack house.

His mom is still there when I return. "You can go if you'd like." I tell her as she opens her eyes. "Are you sure?" She mutters half awake. "I'm sure. You're flight must have been long." I reply. "I'll come bsck first thing in the morning." She tells me. "It is morning." I say with a small smile.

She looks out the window and laughs. "I suppose you're right. Anyways, I'll be back." She kisses my head before walking out.

I hold onto his hand once more and feel the comforting warmth once more, the cold gone.

I smile and rest my head on his arm. "I love you. Please wake up." I whisper as I look at his sleeping form.

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~scarletbride30