✓ 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 ،، 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗷𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗻

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Some mature content ahead.

"That's why I don't want relationships anymore. I know it's a shame for a man to be scared, but I am. I'm scared of being cheated on, because my heart can't bare it's pain anymore. I'm scared of being hurted, left alone at the end..."

As I finished my speech, I looked back at her and I saw alot of emotions swirling in her eyes. And just at that time I knew they were reflecting what was in my eyes. Hurt and pain.

Thoes things scared me for real, and even damaged me mentally.

What she did next surprised me.

Fuck, she hugged me.

"I'm sorry." She whispered in my ear. I wanted her to say "It's okay, I'm here, I can be with you." But that never came, even if she wanted, I wouldn't want it. She new I wouldn't want it. You can damn me for that.

I was shocked, frustrated, confused. Feeling all of emotions at the time if it's possible. She hugged me. She fucking hugged me. My hands automatically went up and I wrapped my arms around her small lean waist.

My dream to engulf her just became true.

The moment I tightened my arms around her, I felt something, yet again, different. I never felt strong and protective before. Despite the fact that this hug was to comfort me, i felt I was the strongest guy's in the world. Having her in my embrace, I came to think that should be more protective over her - just like the way Tae is - that I should be more aware and careful.

The girl was a Diamond.

Her body was warm, almost welcoming. I just wanted the world to stop, wanted the universe to keep us like this.

Soon her arms loosened, breaking the hug, and I immediately did the same. But we never separated from eachother, it was like we were glued to eachother.

Eyes glued to hers, I could easily sink in her beautiful-Galaxy like eyes, and never find a way to come out.

Was that the moment I waited for so long?

Too long that I couldn't remember the start point.

I slowly leaned in, secretly praying for her to not to look away like the last time.

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Narrator

The morning sunlight went through the small spaces the curtains of Jimin's room made. You shifted in your place as you slowly opened your eyes just to quickly shut them again from the blinding light.

When he felt some movements on his bed, Jimin woke up but didn't open his eyes yet. That was when you and Jimin both remembered the events of last night.

You remembered the way he intertwined your fingers together.

That was the happiest night of Jimin. He knew you'd remember this night as your first time. He was kind of proud that he was the first man Kim Y/N had ever touched.

Your eyes widened when the blanket moved smoothly on your body.

Oh dumbo, of course you're naked...

You looked at Jimin, and he was breathing slowly. You were sure that he's a sleep as you sat up on the bed. You looked around, trying to find something to cover your self with, heart beating anxiously fast, scared of the thought of Jimin waking up, seeing you naked. Even thought he already had seen you naked. Little did you know, he had opened one eye, looking at you bare back, the feelings of last night waking up in his body all over again.