Stress

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It's been a very long few days. From meeting up with Akaashi to finalize the next manga in your saga, to bringing Kahori to meet your boss and to telling Kahori what you were looking for in the illustration.
You were beyond exhausted. 

But today, you found yourself in Miyagi at one of Tsukishima's games. 
He was playing against another university and you were quite excited to attend.
You went alone though.
For one: Kuroo was busy with his own team and not to mention his work was becoming more and more stressful.
Two: Kahori had school and by the time school ended, it would be too late to drive all the way to Miyagi.

Fortunately you were sitting with Yamaguchi, so you weren't completely alone.

"I didn't realize how big this gym was..wow."

Tadashi chuckled. "Yeah..It's really big, I'm glad I'm not the one down there playing.."

You laughed. "Yeah okay, Mr, I was captain in my third year of high school."

He nudged your shoulder playfully. "Shut up."
You both shared a laugh.

"Oh here he comes!" You smiled as you pointed down to see your cousin and his team line up on their side of the court.
You grew excited.
You haven't watched a game in such a long time, that you almost forgot what it was all about.
But as the game started, you became very immersed into the game in front of you.

"Nice block Tsukki!!!" Yamaguchi yelled.

"Woo! Go Kei!"

You could see your cousin shake his head as he could hear the two of you clear as day and found it quite funny how you guys would cheer at just a simple block he did.

As the game went on and Kei's team was winning, you grew dizzy all of a sudden and told Yamaguchi that you needed to use the bathroom.
To which he nodded and let you go on your way.

On the way there, you held onto your stomach as well as the wall. The dizziness had passed but you felt a wash of heat come over you and you could only assume you were about to puke.

You made it to the bathroom just in time.

When you were done, you went to the sink to wash up, looking through your purse that was slung over your shoulder for some gum.
When you opened the front pocket you noticed an unused tampon.
Then it hit you.

"No..fu..no." You grew pale yet again.
Panic washed over you as you felt the walls start to cave in. You lower yourself to the ground and tried to control your breathing.
"I c-can-can't be pregnant..not yet..I mean.."

You didn't know what to do.
You tried remembering back and yes you were indeed off your birth control and well the many nights shared with Kuroo, this would only make sense.
It was true, you wanted to try and have another baby but a part of you was scared. Were you gonna lose this one as well or not?
You couldn't handle another loss, not after what happened the first time.

After a few minutes of collecting your thoughts and splashing water on your face, you exited the bathroom and went back to the stands to watch the final match play out.

To your pleasure, there was only a few more points needed for Kei's team to win. You'd probably hear after that the opposing team was easy and it wasn't worth coming out for this one, but you made a promise to watch one of his games, and with everything going on right now, you felt like this was going to be the only time you had to attend.

"Are you okay Y/n-san? You look really pale..actually you've looked pale since you came back from the bathroom..." Tadashi said in a soft and gentle voice.

You only nodded to him. "I'm fine."

He didn't push anymore. Mainly because he knew you'd tell his boyfriend why since you two were family and Kei would just tell him after. So he didn't push.
Also he was scared that you might snap at him if he did.

It wasn't long till Kei came out from changing and found you guys standing outside of the gym.
He first gave a warm smile to his partner and then looked at you with curious eyes.
"What's got you looking pale like that?"

You just started into his eyes.

As if trying to read your mind, he pulled you off to the side, leave Yamaguchi by himself.
"Alright, what is it?"

"I have to go soon."

"Why? I thought we were gonna go out and have dinner with Tadashi?"

"Can we make it for another time? I kinda have to do something.." You went to step away but Kei took a step and stood right in front of you, arms crossed.

"Tell me what's going on? Is it Kahori? Kuroo?"

You shook your head.

Tsukishima look a loud huff through his nose. "Stop it okay? What's going on?"

You said nothing, only to look down at your stomach and held it tight.
Kei's eyes followed your movements and his mouth dropped.
"You're pregnant..again..."

Your eyes shot up to him. "I don't know yet for sure okay? That's why I have to go."

"I'll come with you."

"No, go out with Tadashi and have fun okay? I'll call when If I see those bright red lines..."

He shook his head. "Kuroo doesn't know right? And he's at work?"

"Yes he's at work...and no he doesn't know.." You said the last part quietly.

"Then I'm coming with you, and don't..try and stop me okay?"

You opened your mouth to say something but only for him to wave you off and walk away back to Yamaguchi, who was waiting patiently.
Tsukishima told him that it was a family thing and that you needed him. Tadashi didn't mind of course, He knew how close the two of you were and would never step in the way over that, also he had you to thank for getting them together in the first place anyways, so he didn't mind.

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After stopping at a local pharmacy, you decided that you wanted to just go home, but of course Kei insisted that he came with.
You didn't fight him on it, especially since you knew that it was the weekend tomorrow and he didn't have class on the weekends.
Also, you needed him...you wanted him to be there for when you truly find out.


Arriving home, Kuroo and Kahori seemed to not be home, which made you a bit happy. The last thing you wanted right now was answering questions as to why your cousin was here, or ow his game was.

All you wanted to do at this moment was take that test and find out if you were pregnant with another baby or not.

Running into the bathroom, you took a deep breath and prepared yourself.
You had yet again bought one of each brands that were offered just to be a hundred percent sure.
You wasted no time and followed what the boxes said to do.
After that, you washed your hands and placed the multiple sticks on the counter in front of you and waited.

....

....

....

....and waited.



A/N: Sorry for not updating in almost a week on this story! I waa just finishing up on my BokutoXReader and kinda got caught up in it!
But i'm back! Yeah, Hi! Wah!

Also Happy New Years Eve everyone!

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