"Where is she?"
You opened my eyes to see that you were wrapped in Kahori's arms.
"Was that Kei I just heard?"Kahori was playing on her phone. "Yeah.. Kenma is here too.. I heard him and Kuroo talking."
You nodded as you sat up in bed.
You still felt sore to which you will be for the next few weeks.
(A/N: okay so.. I just want to say that I won't be going into details about a miscarriage..I don't feel comfortable doing it and Its a very mature thing..I'm sorry...)You jumped when Kei came running into your room.
You narrowed your eyes to see that his eyes were red.
"Kei?"You couldn't even say another word, he had pulled you into a tight hug.
He pulled away and took a seat on the edge of your bed.
Your sister decided to give you guys privacy."I'm sorry Y/n.."
"Akiteru? Kuroo?"
"Kuroo told my brother, then he told me after my game."
"How was your game?"
"We won.. But I don't care.. How are you?"
"Is Akiteru here too?"
Kei shook his head. "He dropped me off.. Something about having to work Tom-how are you?"
"Don't you have school too?"
"Stop dodging my damn question you brat."
You rolled your eyes. "I'm not okay Kei.. It was a stupid question so I didn't want to answer it."
Kei's face softened. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry for your loss.. I knew how much you wanted this.."
You leaned forward and we're resting your forehead on his shoulder.
You let the tears fall.Kei turned his body and held you tight. He let you cry on his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry y/n..""Why? Why did it have to happen?"
"Things like this happens-"
"More than people like to admit.. Yeah I know.. But why me?"
"I'm sure everyone asks themselves that question when it happens.."
"Like sure we didn't plan it.. But I really wanted this family.."
You choked on your tears as you kept ranting to your cousin.
"I just wanted to hold them.. Just once.. To see if they would have my eyes or Tetsu's... I just-""I know.. Please stop thinking about it like that.. You'll just make yourself more upset."
You let out a sigh. "Tetsu.."
"What about him?"
"I can't imagine how he must be feeling.. He was so excited.. And I failed him."
"Hey!" Kei pulled yiu away and grabbed your shoulders.
"Shut your mouth okay? This is not your fault! It happens okay! This is something you can't control. You didn't do this."You nodded to him.
You wiped your tears away. "Why are you here anyways?""Kuroo told me to come. Basically said you needed me.."
"I'm sorry about missing your game.."
He put a hand in the air. "Don't worry about it okay, it was just a game. Id be way more mad if you actually did show up anyways."
You gave him a small smile.
"Thank you Kei..."He nodded. "Are you hungry? I'll order pizza for everyone."
"You don't have to do that.."
"I know...but let's be honest here.. Kuroo will probably pay for it anyways.. Like he'd let me spend money on you guys.."
The thought if Kuroo actually doing that, made you smile.
"Can you get him for me?"Tsukishima nodded. "Yep."
He then walked out of your room, soon your fiance was at the door.
"Baby? You need something?""A hug." You pouted.
He gave you a warm smile and walked over to you. He pulled you onto his lap and held you close to him.
"Good talk with four eyes?"You chuckled. "What's with you an nicknames for him?"
He shrugged. "Cause it fun."
You nuzzled your head into his neck. Feeling the heat from his body.
You felt comfort."We're gonna be fine.. We're gonna get through this.." You said to Kuroo.
He pulled you away and leaned in for a kiss.
He kissed you passionately, not giving either of you a break for air.When he finally pulled away, your face was a bit red.
Kuroo smiled.
"Yes baby, we will get through this. I love you and nothing will change that. So what if we don't have a baby right now.. We have lots of time to try again...and I want you to know that I do wanna try again. I want to gave a family with you one day. I want to make you my wife and spend the rest of our years together. I love you so much that nothing will turn me away. Nothing."You smiled."Thank you Tetsu.. I really needed that.. And I love you too.. More than anything in this world...thank you."
"Now.. I heard something about Pizza?" Kuroo smirked.
You rolled your eyes. "Kei is buying."
Kuroo playfully threw you on the bed. "Like hell he is!" And ran out the bedroom door.
You smiled to yourself.
I know you're only keeping this smile because you want to be strong for me.. And I'm grateful for that..
One day.. I will make you a father... And we'll have a lovely family.. One day..
For now... I just need to push past this..A/n:
Okay so I know this is a short chapter. And I wanna say that I'm sorry for doing this but I promise it'll get better!
I also won't be dwelling on the miscarriage a lot, only sprinkling in feelings every so often.. Um.. Yeah.Thank you all for the support so far and all your comments make me laugh!
I love you all.Now... Who's ready for some wholesome BokuAka??

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Our Story. (KurooXReader) BOOK TWO!
FanfictionY/N l/N has returned to Tokyo after a long five years. With her parents out of the picture and, your sister in your custody, it was time to finally go home. Coming back you never knew that you missed a certain person as much as you did. - - Waiting...