Unconditional Love ;))

Chapter 43 - breaking my heart

Thea's POV

Its been 2 wks since i left the hospital.

I miss him so much.

I just saw him 3 times since i went home. Its really breaking my heart. Lage sya nagmamadali. When i try to be sweet parang umiiwas sya. I cant see the reason why. He's not even answering my calls.

I really miss the Lee Before. I miss his sweetness.

Parang feeeling ko mawawala na sya sakin. Ayoko. Baka di ko kayanin. I love him so much.

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3wks after i went out of the hospital.

Cellphone beeps.

From: Lee

Lets meet. Pick you up at 6pm.

Ganun na lang yon? Pick me up? Pasalamat ka special day ko ngayon at mahal kita. Hay.

Time check: 5 pm

Shoot. Kailangan ko na mag ayos. Pumasok agad ako ng Comfort Room to take a bath. I changed clothes. I want it simple but nice. Special day ko. Sana masaya ;))

Phone Rings.

Migs Calling.....

Thea: hey Migs.

Migs: Thea let's have dinner.

Thea: i cant. After 45 years inaya din ako ng date ni Lee. Wag kang kokontra.

Migs: shit. Wag ngayon.

Thea: ano?

Migs: wala. Wala. Wag ka na kaya sumama. Dinner na lang tayo.

Thea: shhh. Wag ka kumontra. Storbo. Bye. Weird mo!

Migs: Thea stay the-

I dropped the phone. Agaw trip pa toh si Migs eh noh. Yey makakasama ko na si Lee.

At exactly 6pm sinundo na ko Lee. Nagmadali ako pumasok sa kotse nya kasi baka dumating si Migs. I dont want him to ruin my day. Special day ko to e. im so excited.

Super tahimik ni Lee. Nakakabingi. Di nya man lang ako tinitignan. Knakabahan ako. Excited ba ko o kinakabahan talaga? Dont know this feeling.

Huminto kme sa isang restaurant. Open restaurant sya, meaning garden type. Ang nice ng ambiance but the problem is mukang uulan. Lord wag nyo naman po hayaang masira ng araw ko. Please lang po.

Mag sun dance kaya ako? Patawa lang te!

Pag pasok namin nag ring agad ng phone ni Lee. Seryoso ng uka nya.

"Who's that?" Me

He smiled a bit. "Migs"

"Spoiler talaga ng mood. Bakit daw?"

"Tinanong kung asan tayo." Lee

Naglakad kme papasok. The waiter guided us to our place. Ang solemn ng place. Ang romantic ng feeling. I was expecting flowers pero wala. Si Lee minsan sweet minsan hindi.

The waiter went out and Lee started looking at me straightly. Nakakakaba ung tingin nya. Bakit ganun?

After a few minutes the waiter served the food. Iba un pakiramdam ko. Parang may mali kay Lee. Parang ma mali sa amin.

Slowly rain drops started to fell.

"Babe come on. Lets go inside." Me

As i was about to grab his hands he pushed my hand.

"Lee tara na. Mababasa na tayo." Lumakas ung ulan. Basa na ko. Basa na din sya.

"Thea Im sorry." Nakayuko si Lee.

"Babe mamaya na yan. Tara na." Hinawakan ko ulit sya.

Hinawakan na ung wrist ko. Nanginginig ung kamay nya. "Thea im sorry."

"Bakit ka ba sorry ng sorry. Basa na tayo pareho. Tara na." Ang lamig. Gusto ko na sumilong.

"Im breaking up with you."

Breaking up? Bat ganon? Walang kahirap hirap nyang nasabi yun? Sigurado ba sya? Is this a joke? Frank joke ba ito?

Its not funny.

"Babe tatawa na ba ko? Its not funny. Tara na." Ung totoo naiiyak na ko. Kung joke toh okay lang kahit di nakakatawa. Nag form na ung luha ko. Buti na lang umuulan. Di masyado halata,

Tinignan nya ko. Straight sa mata. "I though i love you but i was wrong. Im sorry. I dont love you."

I thought?

Akala?

Parang nawalan ako ng lakas. Parang gusto kong bumagsak.

What the fuck is happening?

Tinignan ko sya. Di ko alam ung sasabihin ko. Magtatanong ba ko? Magagalit? Aong gagawin ko?

"Lee di na nakakatawa ang joke mo. Tara na." Hinihila ko na sya this time. Alam ko joke lang toh. Inaasar lang nya ko katulad ng dati. Please Lee sabihin mo joke lang toh. Ang sakit na. Masakit na ung JOKE mo.

As i am pulling him bigla nya kong tinulak. Napaupo ako sa lakas ng tulak nya. Tumayo sya sa upuan.

"Tanga ka ba Thea? Ano pang hinahantay mo? Sinabi ko na ngang akala ko mahal kita bat di ka pa umalis? Wag mong gawing kawawa ung sarili mo! Umalis ka na."

Nakaupo lang ako sa floor. Napayuko na lang ako.

Nakakaawa ako. I cant manage to stand. Why do. Have to feel this. It really hurts. Its fucking painful. Im crying. Di ako makasago sa sinabi nya.

"Parang awa mo na Thea tumayo ka dyan. Umalis ka na. Tumakbo ka. Di kita mahal." Bat sinisigaw nya pa. Kahit ibulong nya parehas lang ng impact.parehas lang masaki. Parehas lang tumatagos.

I stood up. I cant take this anymore. Want to slap him. As i walk forward some one handed a jacket on my shoulder.

Boogs.

I saw Lee on the floor.

"Stay away from her. She don deserve you! Gago ka Lee. Gago ka for hurting her again."

Kung sino ka man Thank You. Di ko kayang manakit. Di ko sya kayang saktan kahit ung ginawa nya ang sakit sakit na.

"Are you okay Thea?" He cupped my face. For he nth time its Migs. Sana ikaw na lang ulit mahal ko Migs.

"Tara na." Migs

Tinignan ko si Lee. Nakaupo pa din sya. Nakayuko sya. Galit na galit ako pero bat di ko sya masaktan. Bakit ganto ung luha ko parang sumasabay sa ulan.

Tmalikod na kme ni Migs. Inaalalayan nya ko. We are about to walk when i finally gain my strength.

"Lee thank you for breaking my heart on my birthday." I closed my eyes as tears fell from it. Im really broken. He really broke me again.