Lee's POV
* I cant sleep the whole night. I was hoping for a txt from Thea. I wanted to explain my side. Naisip ko na bigyan muna sya ng chance
para mag isip. Instead of calling her and texting her, I decided to wait for her at school. I went to school earlier than the usual.
* i prepared for my explanation. I even got her flowers. I am willing to beg for her acceptance. Im desperate. I really love this girl. I
went to her room immediately. Ang tagal nya dumating. Maybe she's just late. I waited for so long. First subject, second subject till
third subject. Wala sya. I was just standing in front of her room hoping she will appear anytime pero wala.
* its already 3 pm. I skipped class and even practice for her. I decided to go to her pad. Damn traffic. Lumakas pa ulan. Dumating ako
sa condo around 4 pm. Wala akong mapag parkan sa condo so i decided to park my car outside. Sumugod na lang ako sa ulan.
* kinakabahan ako na baka di nya ko harapin. Natakot ako na baka di nya ko pakinggan. I was standing in front of her door for about
15 minutes. I dont know what to say. Then I realized that I cannot explain myself if I will not do it. I pressed the buzzer. I was wet and
freezing. I buzzed again.
* the door opened. F*uck. I was frozen of what I saw. A guy opened the door. He was drying his hair with towel. From what I saw, I
could say he's from taking a bath. Nakatitig ako. Pati sya nakatingin lang. Biglang lumitaw si Thea. Gusto ko ng explanation. Kilala ko
ung lalaki, namumukaan ko sya. I was freezing and cold, im still holding the flowers. Silence killed us.
Thea: (she broke the silence. I was waiting for her to talk. I dont care about the guy. I know there is an explanation. I want to beg her
to listen.) i dont wann see you here. (There was coldness in her tone. Para kong sinampal.) leave.
Lee: Thea. (Before i could talk Thea interrupted.)
Thea: umalis ka na. (I dropped the flowers. Pinagtatabuyan nya ko. Nagulat ako sa reaction nya. Tumalikod ako. Nag umpisa kong
mag lakad. Dahan dahan. God im hoping for her to run after me. I walked slowly. I reached the elevator. Im trembling. Di nya ko
hinabol. Di nya man lang ako tinawag. Is this the end of us?)
* i felt betrayed. Halos sumabog ung puso ko sa galit. Di nya man lang ako pinakinggan tapos dadatnan ko sa pad nya ay lalakeng
bagong ligo. Di ba masakit un? Anung dapat kong maramdaman. Namamanhid ung katawan ko. Nilalamig ako pero mas
nangingibabaw ng galit at sakit na naramdaman ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
Unconditional Love ;))
JugendliteraturHow are you going to manage your first heartbreak? And how are you going to manage a new love? Are you still capable of loving again? Are ready to risk for a new happiness or another heartbreak?
