Unconditional Love ;))

Pain :((

Thea's POV

* I came home late. The guard told me that Lee went to my pad. Bakit pa? Ano pa bang dapat kong malaman? Im tored of crying. Im

tired of crying. I dont deserve this. Akala ko he's different. Im so thankful that Brent and Mika is there. We had a great night. Who

could have thought that my prince is back. Im happy I found a long lost friend. Maybe what happened at the bar was just because we

are drunk. He already apologized and we both agreed to forget what happened.

* im at my bed. Its already 5 am. I cannot sleep. I kept on thinking of what i saw. Lee was kissing Shee. Then my heart started to race.

Shee was the same girl I saw with Migs. Double kill sakin un. Ami not enough and worthy to be loved? I started crying again. I couldn't

stop myself from crying.

* i fell asleep at around 7 am. I wasn't able to attend my class. I don't feel like moving. Im tired of crying last night. I don't want to

move. I don't have appetite to eat. Im just lying on my bed and hugging my pillow. Im too lazy to move.

Cellphone beeps. No Registered name.

I didn't answered. I could be Lee. I don't know what to say. I don't know how i will react. Ano pang dapat ko malaman? Na nagkamali

sya at nabigla sya sakin. Will he tell me im not worthy of him. I dont know how to react.

My cellphone beeps.

From: 09228******

Princess! Your not answering your phone? Where are you? Are you okay? Smile ;)

Brentty ;))

* i smiled. I reminisced the times he was calling me his princess. Sayang nag migrate sya. I really like him that time. He was my best buddy.

From: Thea

You made me smile by calling me princess. I want to rest. Im tired of everything. Enjoy school ;)

* i saved his name as Brentty. Bilis ng reply.

From: Brentty

We have exams tomorrow. Lets meet. I'll hand you copies of what we tackled. Dont grief. It not worth it. Be there at the entrance at

around 4pm.

* shoot. Its already 2pm. I only have 2 hours. Im such a mess. I stood up and fixed the pad. I took a bath and ordered food. Its about

quarter to 4 when i finished my thing. Biglang kumulog. Bumuhos ang ulan. Naisip ko si Brent. Makakapunta pa kaya sya.

Phone rings.

Thea: ayun si brent tumatawag. (Answered phone) hello Drew.

Drew: Thea nabasa ako ng ulan. Walang parking so sa labas ako nag park.

Thea: OMG! Sorry nabasa ka. Akyat ka na dito. Dali. Baka magkasakit ka. Unit 311 ako.

Drew: nabasa ako. Nakakahiya naman at mag kalat pa ko dyan. Uwi na lang muna ko.

Thea: wag ka ng makulit. Ayat na. Salubingi kita sa elevator. Bye.

* i went out of the unit. I saw him coming. Ang lakas ng ng ulan. He's so wet. Pinapasok ko sya agad sa pad. Kumuha ako ng towel nya

and sando that Migs used to wear when cleans my unit.

Thea: dali palit ka muna sa C.R. (Sabay turo sa kanya ng way sa comfort room.)

Drew: aba kaninong sando yan?

Thea: ex. (Sabay taas ng kilay sa kanya. Ngumiti lang naman sya at pumunta ng C.R.)

* antagal naman ata nya. Nakarinig ako ng patak ng tubig. Aba ang Drew mukang naligo pa. Nagtagal pa sya sa banyo ng ilang minuto.

Hinanda ko muna ang meryenda habang inaantay sya lumabas. Paglabas nya ng C.R naka sando na sya at pants. OMG! ang hot ng

dating nya. Wet look. Nakita nya kong nakatingin.

Drew: princess, laway mo tumutulo. (Habang nagpupunas ng buhok gamit ung towel. Sabay tawa naman nya. Tinaasan ko lang sya ng

kilay at binuksan ang ref para kumuha ng drinks. Gawd! Ang hot nya. Pinapakiramdaman ko sya. Tumunog ung doorbell.) I'll take it.

(Tinignan ko lang sya habang papunta sa door. Nagpupunas pa din sya ng buhok. Pag bukas ng ng pinto tinignan ko sya at parang

muka syang gulat.)

Thea: (nilapitan ko sya para tignan kung sino ung nag doorbell.) Drew sino ya- (natahimik ako. Di ako nakapag salita. I was too slow

to react. It was Lee. He was holding a boquet of flowers. He was soaked and freezing. He was staring at us. Di ko alam kung anung

iniisip nya. Naunahan ako ng takot na baka sugurin nya si Drew kaya humarang ako sa harap nya) Lee i dont wanna see you here.

Leave. (Nasaktan ako para sa kanya. Di ko alam kung anong pwede nyang reaction. Nakatingin lang sya.)

Lee: Thea.

Thea: (bago pa sya nag salita sumabat na ko.) umalis ka na.

* in his expression i could see the pain. He dropped the flowers and left. I wanted to run for him but i dont have the courage to do it.

Nakita ko sya habang lumalayo. I wanted to call for him. Inakbayan ako ni Drew. Bumulong sya.

Drew: calm down. (Sinara ko ung pinto. Pumunta sa sofa. I was shaking already. Malamang napansin ni Drew. He sat beside me and

tapped me on my shoulder. That was the time I started to feel my tears falling.)