Unconditional Love ;))

Chapter 42 - just hold on

Mi perdoni se ho lasciato andare? Quando è il momento migliore per dire addio? Im morendo dentro, il mio amore.

(Will you forgive me when I let go? When is the best time to say goodbye? Im dying inside, my love.)

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Migs POV

Umalis si Lee. Di pa nya nalalapitan si Thea. what the hell is his problem. Di ba nya alam na hindi pa stable ang girlfriend nya. He might be feeling guilty. Pero naiinis ako knowing that Thea is not yet stable and yether boyfriend is acting weird.

I stayed with her. Every time she moves parang tumitigil ang mundo k. Sana magising ka na. Please. I want to see you smile agin. This girl drives me crazy. Di ata ako namatay sa operation ko before pero sa Myocardial Infarction mamamatay ako eh. Sana naman magising ka na.

Nakatulog ako. Nagising ako sa ingay. And daming nurse at doctor na nakapaligid kay Thea. Anong nangyayari. Lumapit ako. Tinignan ko si Thea.

Gising na sya. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Nakita nya kong nakatayo. Parang lumulutan ako. She looked at me and smiled. Praise God she's fine.

"Migs."

I went near her. The doctors and nurses left. Binawasan na nila ung mga side drip na nakadikit kay Thea. Im relieved.

I went near her. I sat beside the bed and held her hand. "How are you."

She smiled a bit. "Im fine. Where is Lee?"

I dont know what to answer. Asan nga ba sya? I stood up and grabbed my phone. "Tawagan ko lang sya."

I went out of the room and called Lee.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello Migs." Bat boses babae? Sino sya?

"Who is this? Where is the owner of the phone." Me

"Migs its Coleen. He's sleeping beside me. Gusto m bang gisingin ko?" WTF why is he with Coleen. All this time kaya pla di sya nagpupunta kay Thea eh dahil kasama nya si Thea. Naiinis ako.

"Tell him she's awake." Naiinis talaga ko. Ano isasagot ko kay Thea. What the hell is he thinking. "And Coleen tell him Im giving him a fight." I dropped the call. Im decided. I want her back. I dont know his reasons but im not going to let him hurt Thea. Not this time.

I went inside the room. I saw her sitting while her head rests at the headboard. She smiled at me. Its breaking my heart. "Is he coming?"

I sat beside her. "I cant contact him"

"He might be tired. Malamang sa kakabantay nya sakin dito diba Migs. Yaan mo muna sya mag pahinga. I wan to surprise him."

No Thea. I was the one who's with you. Gusto kong sabihin syo pero ayokong masaktan ka. Ako nag alaga syo. Ako ng halos mabaliw kakaisip kung kelan ka gigisin. Sana makita mo naman un. Sana Thea pansinin mo ulit ako. Sana isipin mo ulit ako. Selfish ba ko pag sinabi ko syo na di ka nya nadalaw dito? Di ka nya nabantayan kahit isang beses? Selfish ba ko pag inamin ko syo kahit alam kong masasaktan ka?

Kasi ako Thea nasasaktan na. Ako muna ulit. Sana ako ulit.

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Lee's POV

I woke up after dreaming of her. I've been dying to see Thea. I want to be with her but i cant. I have to keep an eye on Coleen to know her plans. I dont want to let Thea suffer again. Gabi gabi dumadaan ako sa hospital para malaman kung okay na sya. Ang sakit lang isipin na di ko sya malapitan. Nakikita ko araw araw si Migs. Malapit sa kanya. Sana ako din?