Unconditional Love ;))

Chapter 46 - new friend

Thea's POV

"Lee?" Nico looked at me. he looked puzzled? kilala nya kaya si Lee. what a small world.

"Lee Nakpil. you know him?"

umiling sya. im safe. di nya kilala si Lee. ayoko muna ng mga taong may koneksyon kay Lee. I just cant get over him easily.

"akala ko naman kilala mo kung makapag react ka." i smiled bitterly

"inulit ko lang para tumatak sa isip ko ung pangalan ng taong nanakit syo."

i dont know why but heart pumped fast. siguro kasi nafeel kong nag aalala din sya sakin. i dont want to expect. kaka expect ko i tend to fall in love and in the end fall hard but no one to catch. epic fail ng buhay ko ngayon.

"Nico i better go ahead. sorry for disturbing you. thank you for letting me stay here."

he smiled. 

bat napaka tahimik nya. ibang iba sa mga usual na nakakasama ko. 

he stood up and went out of the room. i followed him out. 

i saw the whole room. its clean. its a nice place. its color blue. 

"ahm Nico saang place tayo?"

he was busy looking for something when he faced me. "come on samahan kita umuwi. hahatid na kita"

"wag na. super abala na ko. thank you na lang"

he walked near the door. "tara na para madalaw din kita minsan."

ayan nanaman si heart. ayoko ng ganto. i dont need another heartache. masakit pa eh.

wala naman ako nagawa. sumunod na lang ako. We walked silently. nahihiya ako. di ko naman sya kilala pero he helped me tapos he let me stayed pa.

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15 minutes to drive away lang.

"Nico you want to go up? para makabawi naman ako syo"

he smiled. "park ko lang. sunod ako. anong floor."

i told him the room and went up. i need a little clean up. i changed my clothes and heat the food inside the fridge.

i heard the doorbell. i bet its Nico.

i opened the door and i was so shocked.

i was trembling when i saw HIM.

i am not yet ready.

my mind and my heart.

Lee bakit ngayon? 

i looked at him while stopping my tears to fall. i want to touch him but my mind says no. My mind and heart seems fighting.

"Can i come inside?" he said in a low voice. noth so usual jolly Lee I used to talk.

I opened the door and step aside so he could walk forward.

I closed the door and saw him sitting on the sofa. I sat on the opposite side. My heart thumping so hard. My heart wants to escape from my body.

i cleared my throat so I could speak. "What do you want Lee. tell me. is hurting me not enough?" I raised my brow. i want to be strong.

He looked at me. his eyes tells me his in pain. bakit ganon? di ba ikaw may gusto nito. wag mong iparamdam sakin na nahihirapan ka. please.

"Sorry Thea for causing you so much pain. There are things that you dont want to happen but just happened. you might call me fool. yes i am fool. di ko hinihiling mapatawad mo ko pero sana one day maisip mo na i just did this for you."