Promised to Fight

Chapter 7

Second Heda

Lexa's PoV :

I walk into mine and Clarke's room and instantly notice Clarke not here, I look around too double check but no sign of her, It sounds stupid but I always worry about her, she's my life, my everything. I never thought It was possible to feel this way towards someone, not even Costia made me feel this way.

I'm so deep in my train of thought that I don't even notice when Clarke's walked in not until she clear her throat making her present know.

"Lexa?" she says placing a hand on my shoulder, I turn to face her and offer her a small smile, she has a this look as though her brain is still trying to process something, I title my head to the side trying to figure it out.

"you okay?" I ask gently placing a hand on her cheek in a comforting way and she smile.

"yeah just confused is all"

"why Hodnes (love) did something happen?" she smile at me as her bright blue eyes meet with mine, the love in her eyes is clear and very noticeable.

"the last few days I've be going to the market and people have bowed to me and call me Heda, but I'm not the Commander I'm just.. I'm Clarke" she says looking to the ground, I lift her chin with my finger and her eyes meet with mine.

"you see, Clarke it has become common knowledge that you are my girlfriend and the partner to the Commander is knows at the second Commander, there not supposed to call you Heda until we're married" I says and she smiles softly, I blush realising I just spoke about marriage.

"so what your saying is that if we get married I'll be the Commander?" she has this cheeky grin on her that is so cute, I just want to kiss her.

"yes, although as my girlfriend everone dose have to bow to you to show respect to the commander, when I'm not around you will be addressed as Heda or Commander, I'm sorry if that makes you uncomfortable" I say hoping this don't put to much pressure on our relationships.

"it okay I don't mind, I quite like it actually, makes me feel like I'm worthy of you" she say with a shy smile, I place a quick kiss on her lips.

"Heda" I say with a smirk and I bow down to her sarcastically and she chuckle her laugh makes me smile its so perfect.

"you never have to bow to me Lexa, same as I never have to you remember" she says with a small smile

"I know Clarke, I love you skaiprisa (sky princess)" she scrunchs up her face and she hates it when I call her Skaiprisa.

"your lucky I've love you Lexa Kon Trikru" I place another kiss on my lips before walk out onto the balcony.

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I stand on the balcony looking over Polis, it's beautiful though all I can think about is Arkaida, I know now Clarke has full recovered she will want to go back help her people and take Pike down and I've heard how much Octavia want to go back she misses Lincoln, I understand how she must feel, I couldn't imagine being away from Clake for that long.

I look back to the bed we're Lexa lays necked fast asleep, she's so beautiful every single part of her, I couldn't imagine losing her, all I want is to keep her save, out of harm's way.

I crawl back into bed and Clarke stirs in her sleep wrapping her arm around me, I feel so much more comfortable with her, I feel like I if she's not here to hold I would never be able to sleep.

"I love you skaiprisa (sky princess)" I says with a happy smile on my face until I fall to sleep.